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The time is nineteen zero four. I am in my room. I am listening to song which is currently trending now. This is folk tune and folk song with modern vibes and many more.

First and foremost. Thank you for this another beautiful day and light. I am great full for this day. My living God my father and my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teacher in my life. All the relatives and each and everyone who can feel me. Thank you so much. Stay positive. Be happy. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

Back to the topic yes today is my last day off in my current company. I am very happy to take my off today. It is because my off is finally shown in my roster and now I can take and enjoy my off officially and peacefully. Today I can feel the lights of my room too after many days. But also these things value me nothing because I already move on. Now I am packing and sorting my things to move on. I don’t know the exact location, but the truth is that I am moving from here and this goanna happen sure because I am sure about it. This is me how I am and why it is me. I am with myself and mine belief. After many days I take bath today, feeling fresh now and I am going to wash my clothes too. Life is crazy and the uncertainty in life is wonder itself. I am typing these in my friend’s laptop. Friend is also great. Actually I am so much blessed with many things and the lives.

These are all about today and my today’s off day. But there are many things I am not able to include here. It is because it is the reality. I am learner and I am continuously learning. This is my learning journey. In my country today is worshiping day for Goddess of Saraswati. Today I bought notebook and pen in this same name and I am carrying and using this book through out the remaining days. Now my life goes back to the paper and pain again and I am very happy for that. I am happy and trying to spread happiness to you too. I am the one responsible for everything and every happening. I should not have any grudge to anybody. I am the only competitor for myself.

February seven is my last working day today is February three it means now four days more remaining. On last end date I am going to distribute the chocolate as the symbol of my happiness for everybody till I can. February seven is Friday and Saturday HR is off so I have to do my paper work in Sunday and Sunday is February nine and Monday is February 10. My salary day everywhere happiness is there and till that day I have to shift from this camp to another camp so that I get finally peace there. Oh my god now I am dreaming and making plan for the future. So this is not my plan i am just visualizing the thing how it appears. The truth lets see what happens.

I am impressed with the company where I did interview. Actually all the companies are good. It is me and my responsibilities to make it fare. Talking and dreaming about the company I am happy now to wear that company uniform because the pant they are wearing is box pant. Box pant is also one of the favorite pant for me. Just leave this future talk here and live in the present. I know I am not doing real thing if I am here so just do my things what have to be done. Thank you, the time is, nineteen twenty six.

The time is seventeen zero two and right now I am feeling like a free bird. Now again the time is eighteen zero three. During this time interval I talk to my wife and home and everything is fine and well. Today date and today’s time is very good and positive for me.

As per my per work life I am very happy. I am very happy now three days more to go and on this 3rd day I got off. It was so mesmerizing and wonderful.

I am not starting my this blog as previous because it is different. I am not doing gratitude because I am feeling that once I gratitude I become positive and positiveness comes through me. I am very great full I am trying to stay away from gratitude but actually I am doing the gratitude in real sense. Today I am not writing gratitude but at that time I am really talking with my wife then father and mother. This is the power of gratitude, positiveness and well being. The power of good deeds. I am feeling right now. Habit is the crucial key.

Hence, I am very happy to see this lights and day again. My living God my Father and my Mother, my father in law and my mother in law. My completeness and better half my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teacher in my life. All the relatives and each and everyone who are able to feel me. Thank you.

Especially thank you to my friend, the owner of this laptop and headphone currently i am using. He is the one feeding me here in this country. Why his feeding is so much important to me is the time and moment he feeds me is that time which is the most important moment to be feeded for me. In same manner I am not far from the food that I received from the temple and from each individual who helps me , give me food including the garbage bin from where I eat. Thank you for every one.

Back to the topic I am free bird and actually I am feeling to much happy again. Today my stomach also full and it doesn’t matter actually no relation with my happiness. Previously I think I am full of stomach so being not able to happy but it appears wrong after my today’s happiness.

Actually the moment I start my title and after starting the title is different. I am free bird because I am actually free and being free then also some caughty comes to me and that incident makes me actually free. This is my life and my feelings. This is me how it is me. Day by day I am learning, improving myself making my best version. And I am not perfectionist I am trying and always learning.

I am in dining hall in the table with my gadgets. Laptop, mobile , headset, notebook, charger, bottle of water bag and so on. Obviously my watch. It is that time when I first come here I use this same thing I am so much motivated, encouraging and now also so much motivating and encouraging, filling positive vibes in this end time too. I believe myself that this end is the start point of my next journey, next learning. I am so much happy for this.

Life is this thing, every time we have choice and choice comes with consequences. For me now I am believing that whatever the choice and consequences comes or appear, becoming happy is easy and we can choose it always. Before I think these and those but now suddenly everything appears good and positive. Now I have all the times in the world, Now I have all the energy to do and same not a goal. I am accepting this and this is my weakness now I am the one responsible for taking responsibility of myself. Now is the moment to take. Present is always better than others. Future is imagination and past is truth or death and present is alive and moment to act. The time is eighteen twenty seven. I am taking break. Thank you for being with me.

The time is tweny one thirteen. Now I am getting the real topic which is interesting to people and can really find the solution for the actual problem. So I am saying that who am I is the difficult and common question asked by individual to oneself at once a life or else they haven’t ask also they have to ask this question once in a life for the self improvement, self realisation and prosperous in a life. So this things are for why we have to ask this question but still the question is same that who am I .

So who am I is the blank and diving in the blank we get everything we needs so that means it is not blank. Now this is my blog and after getting this topic I literally forget that I am in my blog and this topic is such that it can literally attract seo meaning seach engine optimization and once I feel the same I am acting to be tempting towards the name and fame and actually this is the me who am I . I am the one who have temptation and greeds for the fame and name. So finish. No it is just starting how can it be finished. Who am I is everyday I have to remember to be in track and it is the thing I should not forget till my life, once forget its gone.

Everybody knows me but its me myself doesn’t understand and know me then here it is who am I. The time is twenty one twenty two. Thank you

The time is nine fifteen. First and foremost, I am very glad to see the light of this another beautiful day. My living God my Father and my Mother, my father-in-law and mother-in-law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. All of my relatives, friends and future friends. Each and every one who can fee me right now. Thank you so much. Stay positive and happy. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Laugh when you can.

Finally, the day arrive. Feb seven 2025 the end day of the notice period of my recent career and the starting for the next journey. I am so much happier with a bit worry and my worry is regarding my responsibilities. I am celebrating this as a occasion. I am believing and acting either first day or the last my performance should be always good and positive. Today is the only day I have to survive and fulfill my duty with lots of responsibilities. The last day I have to return without being termination because today is the only day for me to work.

Today I am going to learn many life lessons and I am grateful for it. Today is the only day whatever I do is meaningful from tomorrow it is not applicable for me to talk about it because tomorrow, today will be already past. Hence right now I am happy. I am summarizing all the lessons I learned. I am motivated. Feeling positive. This is the outcome of positiveness I am feeling right now. Its all about life and my journey. Learning is my journey, and I am continuous learner. Mistake can be happened in any form and any time. I am the responsible for my mistake. To rectify the error, it is me accepting mistake and rectify it. It is like move on and I am moving on. At present too much excited and happy to complete this day.

I wake up at 8 o’clock. I go to washroom. I brush my teeth. I take bath and shaving. I go to gym and I am following each and every habit. It is recalling rather to say follow because since last few days I am out of track. These are the things I get back to the routine because of today. These are the enjoyment I have to enjoy before it past and fade away. Now nothing to regret because I believe I don’t have time to regret because now I am enough confidence to face my consequences of my choice which I already choose when I have time. But I still believe many factors do effect on it. So, in actual meaning, I am with myself to support myself in any situation and outcome and it matters most. Over confidence is also not a good thing. I am learner and this is my learning journey. Thank you for staying with me till now.

Laugh when you can. Stay positive and be happy. Spread happiness with serving humanity. Thank you, the time is nine forty-two.

The time is twenty ten and I am in the middle of the fountain show with the lots and lots of strangers. I am feeling happy right now observing the things. This is me how and why it is me. Now this is my third time to watch this or this is my fourth time to be watching in here because I have time and i have to wait and waiting is my thing I can do right now. In present.

First and foremost I am happy to see this another beautiful day and enjoying this time. I am literally watching the world tallest building Infront of me.

My living God my father and my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother and my life my kids. My mentor. All the teachers in my life. All the relatives and friends. Each and everyone who can feel me right now. Thank you so much. Laugh when you can. Stay positive .

Now the show begins again with the light show in the building and the water also.

Everything is here the light show, sound effect, lighting effect, water effect and designed in a way that mashallah. This is my today’s happiness. The day and night both world are completely different.

I am trying to cover till I can. I am learning too much in my this journey. Now today is the first day II am free from my job and searching another job and I am enjoying my life.

Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and seve humanity. Thank you the time is twenty twenty two.

The time is seventeen twenty two and My topic is Happy rose day. It is because actually I have rose in my hand.

Actually I can add that picture here but I am unable to show that picture here it is me why and how it is me. My topic can be pani puri and the tea and many more. I am ordering that one too and this is my present and I am being happy too much.

Look pani puri also arrive. Today my day is not this suppose to be but present I am happy.

Lets remember today date. Yeah today date is Feb 09, 2025. And first and foremost

I am very thankful, grateful and happy to see this light and day again. My living God my father and my mothe, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teacher in my lifes.

My expensive tea also arrive. Everything same, cup is same, texture is same the noticeable difference is separate glass of sugar with two spoon comes along with this. And this is how it cost double the price. I am sorry to interrupt in the middle of nowhere because at present my tea also interrupts same. I am not taking sugar also and drinking the same without sugar because here is benefit that I believe. This is how it is me and why it is me.

Back to where I was. Yeah all the teacher in my lifes. All the relatives blessing, friends and future friends. Those who are able to feel me right now.

Especially thanks to my digital wx

Sorry for the past and the coming future. Now I am in present and I am living in present. I am getting all the consequences of my choices and I am very happy. This moment I called the destiny and I remember this moment as the moment when I actually I overcome my fear of Present. Now I can finally experience my present. Thank you so much. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. The time is seventeen forty two.

Finally I am ending this journey too. At the end I want to bold that there is no end in actual. It is just the start of the next journey. Finally thank you so much for everything for everyone and every hidden factors.

Thank you for the tea, complementary tea. Thank you for this panipuri, cost 5 and thank you for my friend lending me 50 in that situation when I have nothing. Again thank you for the rose handed over to me without any reason. I believe this is God message to me. I remember the rose that is still with my wife that I have given to her. This rose reflects me that rose. I try to convince my self as a continuous learner but in my own eyes now I believe I am continuous runner and Now also I am running.

I cannot declare, I don’t why. I cannot convince or ………. I am happy to find myself with me. Truth or lie, what matters.

Hence. Thank you for everything.

Laugh when you can. Stay happy and positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. The time is seventeen fifty eight. Thank you.

The time is fourteen thirty. I am composing this because I need to reset myself.

First and fore most I wake up late may be eleven which doesn’t mean that I wake up late Instead i am happy at least tonight I slept well. But it never applies that I always wake up late. Actually today I am unable to go gym and stretch. These are all actual happenings but dilemma because right I am in place where I sit for refreshment and actually I need break and reset myself. So I am here now.

Now again first and foremost, gratitude that I am practising since few weeks. Lets start from the same. Because I have practise the same.

I am very happy to see the lights and this another beautiful day. My living God my father and my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother and my life my kids. My digital existence my mentor. My friends who helps me to survive here in my soft times. All the teacher in my lives. Blessing relatives and all the blessings and good deeds. Each and every individual who can feel me right now.

Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Thats it.

Now the moment I am here is if I am not here then I could be possible anywhere else from here. It is the reason I take moment and pause here. This is my vital time and in other sense the actual nonsense time. So leaving all these thing aside I come to blog to find myself. What my current mind is saying, what my heart is telling and what me myself is believing and thinking for myself.

The time is fourteen forty four. Now I am in cafe with different purpose. I need place and moment to blog. Surroundings are good and positive. Its neither competition but also I am believing myself a tough and interesting guy here in the crowd. A mobile with otg and physical wireless keyboard and mouse with iced spanish something and bottle of water, continuosly typing in his own world. But my hand are not smooth because now I am not in rush. I have to be in rush but I am acting normal and slow. Actually I isolate from my routine and given moment to myself.

Analysing myself result can be anything but I am not analysing myself but also I have to.

Start from here. But what about the reset title i have given to my blog. Just leave it and believe it. Ok then what next.

Who is me?

I am human. Tell me yourself. Just leave it I am nothing. Ok nothing then what happen to you. O hello whats this. Is this conversation and dialogue or what how many actually are here. Lets count. But who will count then leave it ok leave it.

I am by the side of highway in cafe. Under the sun shade, the table is ok and chair is also ok. The wind is blowing nicely. As I previous mention that surrounding is good. Nice people, branded gadgets, expensive order also I am nearby smoking zone and smoke also preferring me to smell that. Ok sounds great and the sun comes to my table right now.

Now I am believing that I am in far away from my home but it doesn’t make me any sense of difference.

My God or the voice or the happening or the timing or my blessing or my good deeds or my turning point or anything else. I find myself. But i am not true that I find myself because to find also actually one needs to lost. Ok what I am explaining and whom I am giving reason. But also I am doing this for myself. At least I am in control of my presence of mind here. I am happy for it. This is the happiness of myself. Speaking happiness I am blessed with many happiness I am back in social media, observe it and happy again I will uninstall it and again happy, I will run and become happy. Happiness and happiness, positiveness and positiveness.

The ice drink I am diluting myself also giving me happy, the view how ice is melting in a dring also giving me happiness, the watch infront of me also giving me happiness. The dress I am wearing now giving me happiness and the shoe without shocks too giving me happiness. How I order my drinks, how i ended up here, how this sunlight coming here in my table gives me happy and concluding that how I am recieving happiness and appreciating it is my happiness.

So being able to receive this much happiness and positiveness what i get or what I will no. Again nothing. And nothing is totally fine for me because nothing doesn’t exist.

The time is fifteen zero seven I have already reject one job offer yesterday and today another too and many more will be. I am doing this because i have to. I cannot wait meaning I am in rush and in this rush I am sitting in cafe and blogging. This is me how and why it is me. The real thing is I am in foreign and I am not appreciating it because I don’t want to believe that i am in foreign and it doesn’t make sense that where am I. This world is nothing new for me and not making any difference. This is too much freedom and too much joy. Life is easy here but I am not accepting this.

Taking about the life. Life is beautiful, amazing and wonderful. The uncertainty in life makes it more beautiful. Prediction goes to hell and what is hell. Just leave the hell to the hell.

The time is fifteen fourteen. I am here in cafe for wifi but why just to download the app but what am I doing. I am blogging. I am not only here for wifi because I have data within myself. So I was here for washroom but I came to know that washroom is in mall and I am not wanting to go there because I came from there buying water and in cafe I am drinking beverage too which more makes me to go washroom and I am also wanting to go from here but right now I don’t have destination to go and direction too. My destination I have not that courage and I am accepting it. What I learn today. Nothing because now I am not learning. It is my mistake that once I am not in blog I forget myself. I am falsifying myself and convincing that I am true. Ok the time is fifteen twenty and I am moving from here. I don’t know the destination to reach but I know the place I have to leave. Thank you so much for staying with me. The time is fifteen twenty one and today I am happy for this moment. Ok laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Good deeds ends to good deeds. Thankyou the time is fifteen twenty three. And this is how I reset myself today. Thank you.

Good evening. I am here in Pawdy Neighbors. I will spent one hour moment here. I am happy to be ended up here it is my choice and destiny for today and my current happiness. Actually I am full of stomach still I am ordering something which is already served here in my table. Lets have it and continuously move on.

Haha. Today learning I am having ice matcha without the matcha itself. I mean completely milk and ice only. Matcha was served in separate bottle or jar or what to say specific name. I realized after having one gulp of milk only. Now next gulp after mixing it well. May be I put more matcha. The taste is fine and I am enjoying. Not even more I empty the matcha bottle. What I remember now is that my trainer once teaches us that drink should be serve separate and give prior to customer mix by themself. Now lets move on to the cheese croissant. And before it, Why I ordered matcha is it is the only drink where we don’t use espresso. May be I am right or wrong. Lets move to croissant. I am familiar with croissant back in my country when I am working as an accountant in bakery company, before that when I first receive croissant as a complementary with coffee in a coffee shop that is nearby my office. Lets come to present.

This is not the thing I am here. I am here for experiencing the vibes of here. Lets look around. Guests are enjoying. The place where I am sitting I can see the world tallest building right infront of me. The evening vibes, refreshment air and right now two huskies with thier owner pass infront of me. Actually what I know about pawdy neighbors till now is that it is pet friendly and I can see the pet especially dog around me. I am enjoying this moment right infront of me. I can see and view this things in social media too but I better think to feel this moment by myself. So I am enjoying and being happy here. Back ground music is hitting me and my hand is synchronizing with the same beats. Sunlight is shading down and now night lights is rising now totally different vibes and different world. Is this is the real refreshment. Lets enjoy the vibes and forget some moment. I am forgetting that who actually is me and enjoying the moment. In reality I am missing this moment when I used to do this same in my home country, cafe life and night life. Thanks I got my that moment reflect after getting and experiencing here.

As being the customer today. Customer service here is very good. I got seated from the representative, menu is placed, order is taken and served well after some moment asked about the feedback of my moment. Right now they thanks to leaving customer and I am very happy to be here. Now the time is all for the lights. The lights from tallest building is shining now and from the rest of the skyscrapers too and the taller buildings.

Haha I lost some moment here looking around and one pet bark suddenly bringing me in attention. This bark remember my pet ones whom I left back in my home and after remembering my pets back in home how can I forget my kids. Lots of love for my kids, kids mother, kids mother’s mother and my mother and every mother and fathers too. Lets come back to present. Now the time is eighteen thirty-seven and I am here from around eighteen and its time to leave from here. Lets finish this blog and before it finish my expensive croissant with expensive matcha.

The place where I choose to seat is little bit far from the wifi range forcing me to use my own data and I am happy to use and remember my previous work regarding this wifi and the wifi range.

Life is hard and hard doesn’t make sense because who wants soft. Interesting.

Finally, now I believe I have readers too because I am going to share this. So my readers. Thank you so much for staying with me till now.

Life is beautiful. Thank you for this moment. Back to the topic Pawdy neighbors. It is actually nice place to be and today I am the one experiencing the same and I am glad I am here.

So with lots of happiness and joy I have to move on and go. I have to follow self discipline though it is hard to believe. Lets laugh when we can. Lets stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

My living God my father and my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor, all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. All the relatives and each and every individual who can feel me right now. Thank you so much.

The time is eighteen fifty four. Thankyou