{"id":56,"date":"2025-01-10T15:17:07","date_gmt":"2025-01-10T15:17:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/?p=56"},"modified":"2025-01-10T15:17:07","modified_gmt":"2025-01-10T15:17:07","slug":"4-8-guilt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/?p=56","title":{"rendered":"4.8 Guilt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The time is nineteen zero two. Sometime guilt is Ok like I am feeling right now. But what to do. Sometimes the coincedence are eternal. There is energy that hold our existence and this universe. I would never let it know if I go to duty today. Look today is my salary date. I do not see my salary. I mean I am blessed with everything now. Now I cannot bear more guilt and in this current situation the first thing I must to talk is with my wife. But I am not calling her right now because the feeling I am feeling right now is eternal I enjoy more and the happiness I felt is more enough. Let I can express more. The things are same with unarranged bed I just lay up and typing. The happiness is I cannot express. I want to go home and hug her directly but i cannot this is the thing I am lacking and I don&#8217;t like. I love her but cannot express her or I am not with her right now. What a life. Let don&#8217;t make it complicated just leave all the things and call her. Right now she needs my attention. Ok fine. I am going to call her but what I say to her. No matter what just call her. Then what is problem with me, the problem is my ego or what. Right now I feel two option. Now lets listen the heart. And act it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The time is nineteen zero two. Sometime guilt is Ok like I am feeling right now. But what to do. Sometimes the coincedence are eternal. There is energy that hold our existence and this universe. I would never let it know if I go to duty today. Look today is my salary date. I do [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-56","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=56"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":57,"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56\/revisions\/57"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=56"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=56"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/krishna.purpleclone.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=56"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}