the timeis twelve zero three.i habit is different when the topic is the fear of social media then first I like to describe the fear defination and the social media . The position can be anywhere first I can define the first one or the other one. But I am not defining them If I am writing content and essay in simple form I am doing this. But I am not doing this because this is also not what I want I am not writing nor defining. The conditin I am feeling is similar lik the fear of social media and I am not pretty suer it si fear of social media.but rightnow for present moment and thought I give this fear of social media. Why this arise I feel too small in typing and blogging I want to post and be live in social media but I cannot Because I fear social media. Yeah I feel fear is socialmedia and I literallyl fear it. When I got o social then I forget what I am going to do in socialmedia. What actually I do right now Is I wrote one name of specific social media then I realize not to be specific then I find that keyword by searchiny by using control and f for finding and I replace that word with social media. This is the use of thing. The knowledge I have I use in practical and the satisfaction met. And what is I am there is yeah when I go to socialmedia there I forget what I am actually there. All of this is just two sec literally. Opening phone then goto facebook and click post story. Now this is topic I write now in next. For now I go to washroom time twelve fifteen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The time is twelve nineteen I come from washroom during this I have lotsof thought that comes and goes from my mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now where I am previous. And from where I start I dont know If I want to start from where I left then I have to look previous line but I dont look previous line cause I don’t want to be distract and manipulate what type written and gone gone. I am this what I am is. And I am happy with this. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Literally yeah in that two sec in social media process I have lots of distraction and distract by them also when I open social media, before my presence of mind the social media speaks itself and it is so pretty that my brain feels good and listen so do my ear and then after that I lost my finger will scroll next. I don’t want this. I don’t want distraction. I am me now starting journey of learning from scratch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The topic are huge why huge I make them huge why I cannot start some topic it because I have not right to talk to something if I don’t have solution for it, gut to implement that and experience by me. And again lots of thing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
In this learning journey I am with me and only with me and this is enough for me. For myself right now the most important person with whom I have to be is me myself. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
All of this things what I am writing is all the things I have read somewhere, listen somewhere practise somewhere. The main and key thing is now I am visualizing it well. Now I give time to my mind actually. Thank you god for this moment to know myself. I amnot defining my self the way I want. Sometime I feel some and sometime some but what am I is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then right now present moment and the thought I am enjoying the process I want to know the process. This is also the line I am saying already. That I don’t want any title but I want to be in that process. To learn that things o this is what I am . No w I amgetting this. This journey is helping me well and I am learning what I am not learning well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now time is twelve thirtyfour.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am lighter lighter now also much confidence and confindence. Now I can see the positivity of people. Now I am seeing throughly also the heavier part is that I am not taking with my family. The video of my father sent for me I fear to click and look. My wife is in hospital and unaware about the present situation. It makes me heavier but the thing is I am equally courage and confindence also now I am seeing the vision and the goal of my destination. Now tension are increasing though many other tension I throw so that I have space and courage to handle and put some. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The other heaviness is about my resignation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I resign from my job already and I am serving notice period.My notice period is of sixty days and now more than thirty days already past. I am happy I am not searching another job.I am here blogging myself and enjoying. I enjoy blogging in my room and if I get time then I enjoy reading my own blog in duty time. If possible then I continue blogging there also but I don’t. I am not doing blogging in any influence. why I read my own blogg to know me myself. I put all the books aside I don’t for how long but I am not reading it too soon. The notebook I written all I kept I put aside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The only thing I am near with me is this device.And all the distraction is here but I am focusing in my core. open phone open blog, click new type title and start typing from block session. At very first I enjoy ai reading my blog I feel good. Now I only type type type. I have headphone. I use nowdays only to talk home.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This is me how it ism me the timeis twelve fortyfive and before one I have to receive lunch if not then I already miss my break fast. so what. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ok thankyou for staying with me till this long.Stay positive spread happiness and serve humanity. I want to come in next blog after one o clock but lets see I am calling home or no. If I dont call home then the next time is tomorrow only and what if tomorrow not come and same applies if tomorrow not come but the thing is it is true that tomorrow never comes. But what I am saying is that i am greatful to see this beautiful day and what if other beautiful day. hjmm=== let future be future live in the present .Discover my self. thank you time is twelve fifty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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