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Good morning to everyone and welcome back to my blog. First and foremost, I am having fantastic and wonderful time in my present. I am very happy and glad to see this another beautiful lights of the day.

My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers of my life. Friends indeed. Each and everyone able to feel me.

The time is ten thirty two. I am enjoying the moment typing and making blog in laptop. This is second laptop I am having. Thanks to my room mate, senior and overall friend and brother to me, providing access of this laptop to me. The first was of my friend. This laptop I am using since few days. Right now it is special because I am blogging with this.

I am my bed with very comfortable keyboard of laptop. Actually I bought chair and table for this purpose and I am using less of those. This is my one of the nature and I am learning my nature to reflecting on past to present and visualizing the coming time.

Today it is also special because of holiday. Every Sunday here is holiday but not every Sunday comes with this much of peace. Today is Ed holiday and tends to tomorrow too. Two days holiday in row is mesmerizing itself. And all of the colleague are busy in celebrating resulting me lonely in room having peace and wonderful time.

There are several things to do. I am continuous learning. I am learning and I must do.

The time is ten forty one. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Thank you.

Good evening to everyone and welcome back to my blog once again. The only person to welcome for right now is me myself. I am very happy for it.

The time is nineteen thirteen. I am very happy to see this new day and to have it. Life is beautiful. My day is good and if not also then it have to be good. I am the one responsible to make it good.

First and foremost, My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and teachers of my life. Friends indeed and each and everyone able to feel me. Laugh when you can and me too practising the same. Stay positive, always one and only motto of my conscious mind. Spread happiness and serve humanity. This happiness and humanity is the one I am searching within myself. This is my seeking part.

The time is nineteen nineteen. I already have my food that I had cooked. It was delicious. It is delicious obviously because it is prepared by myself and there was the presence of my effort. Also food should be for the stomach not for the tongue. The food good for the tongue or taste or something is not for the stomach or health and vice versa. This is present feeling of mine. This is how it is me and why it is me.

My journey is continuous learning. I am learning day by day.

I purchased table and chair yesterday and today I buy bag. This is my purchasing habit and it is necessary too. Though I have to control on it. Before I buy the laptop charger and repair the mobile too. Now I have two smartphones one laptop, chair and table for sitting and writing the things. Bag for putting all the items at once.

I am totally impressed or enthusiastic for working with my brother project. He is the senior of my school and brother and so on. Right now he is working on making vlog and he was already an excellent talented one. He is the source of love and struggle, passionate and the continuous effort giving person. He once told me to become famous over to become viral and doing the same.

I want to associate with him and with my friend who also working and doing vlog. Rather to associate with them I want to learn the things. I want to become part of them or to enjoy the process.

The laptop I mentioned earlier is slow and it have battery problem. I used it directly now there are many things to do for that but I have else in my mind. Now I am enjoying my typing with my wireless keyboard and phone holder in my new table. I like my chair most. It is why I purchase this set. My chair aids me during sitting and both of them are foldable not further needs space when not in use. My chair is helpful for reaching my bed. My bed is on upper side. From floor with the help of chair I can reach my bed easily. My bed is full of things especially clothes and to manage the same I bought bag. Lets see when I use it.

The time is nineteen thirty three. My room mate big brother come to room and before when I start to blog I was single with peace in room now already we are four to five people.

Thank you. The time is nineteen thirty five. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

I am very glad to see and have another beautiful day in my life. The time is eleven nineteen. I am in my room. Today is my off day. I slept very well meaning too long. I think many things. Many thought comes and goes. This topic is also I caught from my thought relevant to my current life and moment. Actually I am planning and visualizing for the topic of abundance time. Right now I have abundance of time. The key is how much I am utilizing and this force driven me to utilize more and more to the optimal use. So I initiate for this topic.

First and foremost. ( After short break and disturbance i.e. I go to washroom, drink water, feeling hunger so I asked my room brother what to prepare and cook then having no clear conclusion, feels me better and straight forward) The time is eleven forty one. I had thought also why this holiday or off day comes. This thought was from yesterday. So now first and foremost. My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and my mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed. Each and everyone able to feel me. Life is beautiful, wonderful, joy. My life is learning journey and I am learning day by day. Laughing heals me. Staying positive and calm is my concern and motive. Or Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is eleven forty five. Back to the topic of cooking life. I am cooking for myself and for my brothers who arranged or buy me the things essential for cooking. Since then I am cooking here in our room. Currently, my room or apartment, two stored building nearby the highway consists two room and kitchen, washroom and balcony. In other language or way its 2B or something like H and K these are housing language. I am not sure about the exact word and the terminology and why am I mentioning this is because I am supposed to work as a housing sales and I have very little knowledge of it. Back from where I start is that my apartment consists two room each having three double stack bed full of people equivalent to 12 peoples less one person who is currently living outside with his family which may last for few weeks more.

This whole story is just to state that we three people makes meal and eat together in which two people are responsible to buy or purchase and me to prepare the meal. Thats it and this is how cooking is associating in my life. I have to cook for myself and my team or my group. I am enjoying this too. This is part of my life.

Neither cooking nor life is new things for me. But actually I am grateful for the life and for the cooking too. This is my learning journey. I am learning. Now I am learning cooking.

Cooking is to prepare the food. It is method or way, practise. Cooking is skill and lifestyle. For us cooking is compulsory and mandatory. I am planing to utilize this compulsion and master it and results to amazing skill.

Cooking involves heat, temperature, preparing, storing, serving, cutting, molding, folding and many more. Dishes. Also utensils. Good cooking refers the taste, health and timing too. I have kitchen to cook and the place where we cook is called kitchen may be I am not fully right for this present line. It is because kitchen and dine differs and many more.

What so ever I have space to cook defining its size it small and big, small compare to something and big compare to another thing. For me it is small but also big enough to cook. Cooking and kitchen may have difference but I am happy for not digging up further for present.

The time is twelve zero eight and thank you.

My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed. Each and everyone who can feel me. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is twenty thirty two. I am in my room. Nowdays I am busy in cooking and the work. My new learning journey. I am happy on the same. I am continuous learner. Learning is my journey. I am with myself. There are lots of things to do which I am not starting yet. I am lazy nowdays. The time is twenty thirty five. Thank you.

I am happy to see the lights of the day and all the happenings. Life is ongoing on its own rythm. I am learning and I am trying to be with myself. My living God my Father, my Mother, my Father in law and Mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed. All the relatives and each and everyone able to feel me. Life is beautiful and wonderful. Laugh when I can. Stay positive. Be happy, spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is seventeen twenty two I am in my room. I finish cooking. Today I come from duty on time. Today I along with my two other colleagues went for medical and our route were provided accordingly. Today we finish medical test. Our work and day spent happily and funny.

This is my second medical in this country. The first was when I arrived here. Before in my country it was story, almost I did five medical test before coming here.

I am having ice cream and typing. I complete signing offer letter, job contract and government format letter. I supposed to have all the copies but it is pending till now and I am also not reminding again to the responsible concern ones.

I am feeling lazy nowdays. I am not giving time to myself. I am not giving time to family too. I received my first salary in new company in cash and this is my first cash receiving in this country. I face burn injury to two days early during cooking. I finish my one month daily 1 GB data too.

Now the time is seventeen thirty nine. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Thank you

The time is nine twenty six. I am very happy and glad to see this new day and light. I am graceful for this day. My living god, my father, my mother, my father in law and my mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. All the relatives and each and everyone who are able to feel me. Thank you for everything. Laugh when you can . Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

I am in my new room, This is my third day and first sunday. Now things are good and if not also it is my responsible for either to see the good or make it good. As per the topic here am I. Now there as many vast things in my life than before I have to appreciate. In brief I started cooking, before that travelling and touring, wandering was there, music, friends, everything is here now. Talking about the things like cooking, now washing…. I shifted my room and it was sudden. It is happening, the choice I make knowingly or unknowingly.

I tell lie to the father at first and truth at the second time. The first time and second time have days difference. I haven’t told to my wife about me. And back to the topic where am I. I am far from the famous social media. I am back to the spread sheets, I am back to the work like previous. This is me how and why it is me.

It is all about the time. I am doing the same thing all over the time. May be or not. After long time I am feeling the vibes and synchronizing my hands with my thoughts. Feeling too much good. And I know excessive like too much and abundance is also not good and what I know equals to what i have to don’t know.

I am starting this journey for learning. I am continuous learner. In this learning journey how far I reach or where am I . I am far from my home and home country. The place where I live is my present and present the moment for me. What I fear is that from myself. If I become habitual here then who will be there. From this I remember myself and being with myself. I have to be with myself, listen myself and act myself. I am forgetting this. I acknowledge it. I am human. I am full of errors and defects. I have to tell this. It is because I am nothing. I am learning day by day. This helps me to grow and from here the confusion also start, The importance of mindset. So the mindset must be strong. To make strong mindset I have to lie for my brain, whatever the things I am leaving here. From this I remember how I used this platform for my grievance, my feeling. How I used my time to be here with myself. I have started my life. It is correct to say that I have restarted my life from paper to back to the paper, digital paper to back to the digital paper or from mind to back to the mind or thought to back to the thought.

The time is nine fifty two. I am happy with my present. I am happy with my life. I am the one who is responsible for myself, my family, my society, my country and my world and …

Life is beautiful. The uncertainty in life is the most beautiful of life. Positivity is the key. Happiness is way. Stay positive, laugh when you can. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is nine fifty six. Thank you.

The time is six twenty five and It is good morning. So Good morning and welcome to everyone in my blog. First and foremost. My living god my father, my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supppoerteer my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. Each and everyone able to feel me. Life is beautiful. I am very happy to see this another beaautiful day. Laugh when you can and I am laughing when I can. I am staying positive. I am spreasing happiness and I am serving humanity. i am learning and I am leaerner.

My topic is blank and so as earlier my content and topioc are different.

My day start with waking up and I am responsible for mu today argument with my room mate. I am not in my sense in morning so I quarral with him and replied. This shouldn’t be happen but the truth is its already happened and occured. I choose to rise voice in that moment and I have consequences of my choice and I am happy for it.

Today I am takining new responsibility and challenges. I am believing myself to learn many new things from these new challenges. Iam happy for it. The time is six thirty threee. Thank ypou.

Welcome to my blog after long time. The first person I will like to welcome is me myself. I almost lost myself since my last blog was on 28 Feb 2024. It was six days later I am blogging.

The time is nineteen forty. I am in my own room. Its time to sleep. First and foremost. I am very happy to see these days and light. Life is beautiful and wonderful. My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. Each and everyone who can feel me. Thank you. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. The time is nineteen forty four. Thank you.

Good evening to everyone. The time is seventeen seventeen and here is good evening in my local time. So once again welcome back and thank you for being with me.

First and foremost, I am very happy and glad for this another beautiful and wonderful day. My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. My relatives, each and everyone who can feel me right now. Thank you for everything. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

Back to the topic, today is my first day of work with uniform in my current company. The interesting thing is my first day is seeming to be the last day. My uniform gives me confidence to say No for the No. Hence I raise the voice and my voice is not normal resulting my days are counting reverse. It is the same how I feel. This is why I need to think positive and positivity is the only way that makes me easy and happy from here. Challenges and obstacles comes, I am the one responsible for taking responsibility and I am the one capable for it. It is where I met my God in my father in law voice and corrects me, the person for my changes. And the truth is that I am the one giving most of the sorrow for him. This is me how and why it is me.

Now again the time is seventeen twenty seven. After long time I am back in the blog. I think about my blog title and from today incident I select the topic. In my mind and brain there is another topic like how I defeat my defeat or failure. Before I am thinking the same I am thinking resulting different topic.

Today I do my work in my uniform and I haven’t complete my whole day. In a half I return from the work. I am blaming someone and something. It is me who is responsible for everything and I am happy for it. Now I am in my room. In my own bed. Feeling lazy, sleepy and full of stomach.

Life is wonderful and the most beautiful thing of life is its uncertainty. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. The time is seventeen thirty four. Thank you.

The time is fifteen forty seven and I here back in my blog. I don’t have title. I am learner. I am happy to be with me myself. I have time to spent for me. It is me why and how it is me. And I am thankful to each and everyone who are liable for it. Laugh when you can and stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

Now whats am I going today. I am not sure. I try to record each and every moment which is not possible. It is not possible because I am thinking the same and it is the only reason why it is not possible. Ok then what next?

As previous I have to sleep at seven and wake up at three. To sleep at seven I have to close my phone on eighteen and to be in bed at eighteen thirty. It is mandatory and not mandatory. It is the self discipline that matter most and cannot be hide from myself. The good deeds matter the most. I am human. I can turn in matter of second or just in fraction of second. Why am I saying this? It is because I am learning from myself. Self visualization and analyzation. I am fearing the most to the artificial intelligence and going ahead because I am trusting and believing to my human intelligence, the more to myself. It can be over confidence or over evaluation but what matter till I do not consider. Now I am getting more rude and if I think so then I can be the calm too. It is where positivity is the key, happiness matter the most. Human kind and humanity.

So the time is fifteen fifty five. Two more hours to go for sleep. Till now how far I came. I know I dedicate this step to my sister. This platform is the grace from my mentor. My digital existence is from him. I am nothing and everything from my parents. My father in law appears God for me from where I can see my real father and everything and it is not only the first time. I can remember he calm me second time also and during this first and second there is one bad moment also. So its 2-1. This is why I look for the positivity only. Now I find myself in this time and it is not complete. If I confess I know everything then it means I know nothing. Hence gratitude is important and I am using this platform to be with myself though it wouldn’t be the same every time. So I am learner, a continuous learner, growing and acquiring knowledge consistently. I want to say everything but I am unable to express since I am far from the conclusion. The real conclusion that helps human and humanity. It is not true enough. I am runner, continuously running from the problem. It means I am procrastinator not accepting it. Yeah somehow it is true. Lets agree upon it and acknowledge it. To rectify the error first one must be acknowledge and here who is the one. I am the one here. I am responsible for the thing. Taking responsibility. So for this long. Self discipline, observation and taking responsibility appears. This is not complete or it is not the whole. It is just part of the whole.

Brain is gift from the nature. I am less utilizing it. The more I have to use. This time also I have to use my brain and in visualization and thought I should be. Its good I am synchronizing my brain with my fingers. This is why I am here typing. If I would had different thought and mindset or view I would have different result. Now seems like brain is everything but what I know is that sometimes brain also act late and deny sometimes and during reflex or what I forget there our separate organ works which is vital than the brain and Now I get lost hence nothing to say. Brain is brain, heart is heart and thanking I am fine now.

Some one built or invent computer and the some one is father of computer i.e Charles Babbage, I think I am right because I cannot forget this because there was effort to remember this name. May be I forget at that time but now I am remaining because it is my interest that makes me remembering this for this long time. Now I am confusing in that we made computer or computer made us.

Now I get time for answering myself. Sometimes I am questioning myself why and why then I found not to say why me, instead try me. This quote is good for that time and this time too. The only problem is that what is time and what is problem too. What is education itself and system itself and education system.

Just change the topic I am feeling that I am in abroad right now because it is hot outside. The hot temperature makes me realize that I am far from home. Its climate diversity and this is the goodness of this country where I am living right now and it is not the same. It was hot during my first time arrival here and after months temperature gets low and I can relate to my home country hence I missed so badly of my country. My body and mind is not accepting that I am abroad. Now the temperature is rising and this hot climate is the beauty of nature. It is hot outside but cool inside. Lets end this topic too.

Now I don’t have topic so I am expressing randomly. This is why topic is important. It is not new thing for me and I should not say this because if I say I know everything then I know nothing.

Now the time is sixteen twenty two. Now this month I purchase data valid for one month. There I get daily 1 GB. Not interesting to this too. So lets skip

And here comes that now its time to organize my things. This is not time, time was before previous but I cannot go back to time so present is the moment to act and it is the truth. The moment its done its done and in moment If I kept thinking then I remain thinking and thinking. So What should I do now. Nothing because nothing to do and If I remain same then everyday is same. So to act in a moment later I have to think now which describes nothing useful so I am thinking right now so that I can act immediately without thinking when it is needed and this is not also good answer and the good answer is that when I need to act without thinking I act better. May be. I am not believing this so here am I and I am believing this so here am I.

I am learner. Learning is my journey. I do mistake. I rectify it. Before rectify I must acknowledge it. This is not true and this is the true. I am this why and how it is me. Whom I am explaining I don’t know and why also I don’t know. The more I say I don’t know then it would be true that I really don’t know.

So Tomorrow, which never comes, I am going to duty. It is true, I go , not new. And tomorrow I have to attend interview. To attend interview I have to deny my duty, which I cannot and to go duty I have to leave interview which I cannot. There are two activities I have to do for tomorrow. It is because I have to grow and I am searching the growth. It is because I am not acting for myself then it is obvious that I have to act for others. Others are the same, it is unlimited. And I am here with myself which is not myself. Acting positively, I am believing where there is a will there is a way. Obstacles are the great opportunities. It is the indication of the right path.

So now Lets consider my duty as Type 1 and my interview as Type 2 then What is Type 3. Ofcourse there is type 3 too and type 4 also but leave it and before leaving my type 3 is in next sunday, coming sunday I have another interview, my type 4 is that if I continue the same and let it continue type5,6 and many more emerges.

Back to Type 1 and Type 2, I feel more discomfort for type 1 and type 2 lets make type 1 as A and type 2 as B and Why A and B lets make it more familiar or more closure to the subject that is for duty lets say d and for interview lets say I and now A = D and B=I Then why to say d lets say full that is duty and lets say I for interview and here comes the circle from where it starts it ends but its never same. I know its never the same and I believe. In simple it is same but in deep it is not same.

Back to tomorrow, My interview is scheduled to fifteen o clock and till fourteen I should be free from my duty. It is supposed to be free from my duty. Actually previous there is record that I am free but yesterday I am at work till seventeen.

So tomorrow is tomorrow. There is no certainty for tomorrow duty. There is no obligation for that too. It is me responsible for myself for the happenings of tomorrow. I am the one going for the duty. I am the one working and doing the duty. I am the done capable to work and finish fast. I am the one going for the interview and I am the one passing out the interview. This interview is my learning journey so I am wanting to go. My duty is making me success in matter of time and my interview I would get more knowledge. If I get selected in interview I am leaving this duty. So I don’t want to go interview because I don’t want to leave this job and I am going to interview to surpass the interview and get job so that I can leave this duty. My duty is present and my interview is coming present. Before I have to do test or attend the interview. In interview I can be failed too but this is not me. If i get failed then I would not attend interview but first I have to attent it to get failure and rejection too. So attending is important and what is failure in journey of learning. In learnig failure is going one step closure to success. This doesn’t clarifies me to attend tomorrow interview. Failure is not the thing timing is the thing, Lets leave it too. What so ever it is lets see.

Laugh when you can . Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is sixteen fifty six. Thank you.