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The time is two forty pm. I am sitting in flowershop utililizing the leisure time reflects myself.

First and foremost thank you for the day and moment of present in my life. My living God my Father, my Mother, my Father in law and my Mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed. My brother and sister since they are aiding me too much during my hard times. Each and every one able to feel me. Laugh when you can. Think positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is two forty four pm. I am typing at the same time I am listening song through my wireless buds.

Since these days many things are happening and this is as normal because time and tides waits for noone.

Thinking the hard time I cannot express and for the soft times it goes too fast. Experience is the life and so do I am doing. I am learning. Practicing to live in the present moment. Tries to invest even little time for self reflect. Looking the reality in the present.

The scenerio is not normal and we are facing the hard times. Fear of job and life insecurity. I realize it is happening since every stage of life. As the ups and down for the life.

I had’t good sleep at night but it reflects me the exact time before how I changed my job and the struggle I had faced then. Now I am happy for it.

Now I have to choose one career and one line out of the two careers and two ways. I am still poor in selection and it is me how and why is me. I fear to choose for the future. I not happens what I plan then again same pinch. Hence expection hurts. Then what about the try even single bits. Belief and consistency.

The time is two fifty two. At least I am happy now at the present. I am not calm but have to, since is the best or the right now option.

The feeling of happiness may be of my child being with of her grand parents and the little confusion may be for the sorrows my wife facing absence of her child for some moment.

The other is that my mother’s sister is going back home. My best wishes for her and always blessings of her upon me and mines.

Of course uncertainty is there. Sorrows are there. How I am facing right now is interesting. Is this the good feeling that I am back on my sense or am I typing or clearly I can see, or whatsoever…… I am certainly distracted with the phone call of my HR or I mean I am pause from my these topic.

But also I laughed. The thing is my HR wants me to sign the cancel paper so do I too eargly but the terms and conditions are too much as per their wishes and they are too right. They wants me to sign the Full and final settlement paper then they release my salary. Once mine account credited I have to sign and all these things takes minimum whole two days. The time usually takes for my salary credit is two days. Lets see about these transaction because every transactions depends.

What I offer is thet If you release my full and final settlement today without my sign because now I am convinced and also I am sorry because my owner call me and talk reality and sort the issue fast. So for their reference I can sign digitally or in pdf, or else I have hard copy with me. I will sign and send them picture now for the reference and I give that original paper them tomorrow physically and safely with confedentially and in addition tomorrow I will sign the cancelation paper too at once so it will be early. But they won’t aggree and thanks for them and thanks for me for my story. Now I plan to go tomorrow and sign the full and final settlement and after getting sms of my salary credit I will sign the cancelation and then only I dismiss or complete my complaint.

Actually the plus point on this is I am actually buying my time. The cons is it delays my own cancelation and release. Also my offer letter from other company is waiting my cancelation or being delay.

Whatever happens in life may have some reasons and I am happy for it. The time is three fourteen pm. It is only me who drives me and thinks me. I am the one at the driver seat of mine.

I have offer letter from one company, I am working to another company and I am still in the third company. I work, I sleep and I have to go are separate. I am enjoying the moment of life.

Once againg Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. My living God my father, my Mother, my Father in law and my mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed. My brother and sister aiding me most. Eeach and every one able to feel me. Thank you for the most and thanking for my ownself. I am happy. I stayed positive. I am the one living in my present.

Thank you the time is three nineteen pm.

Something Concerning is being in life that makes me to come back and compells me to be here.

I am far from what am I supposed to be. I am not able to express my happiness though I serving humanity and spreading happiness is my motto.

Now I am fat, lazy. I appears after so much time.

Now my company comes to an end. I got ultimate time and notice to search and change the company. I just got my previous month salary and will get this month salary and thats it. As per them my accomodation is upto for this month. I have to be on my own after this month. Am I ready for the situation? This is question for me and it is not only the question. Its a clearly statement that I have to be.

The other alternative is so easy just to return the country and hence I am not ready for this too.

I had time to think and act which I didn’t. This is also the time for the goodness and I am trying for it.

What i thought previous is that I will find another job and shift from here. My priority should be on the license which I couldn’t rest is the distraction. A good distraction. A license for the skill.

The fear scneario in my mind is disturbing me. Whether I have to leave this country or live here.

Now I have time for this month to search the job. Plus point I am getting paid even i wouldn’t work and the negative are now the jobs are narrowing. Hotels are being affected from the regional conflict. Logistics like my comapany forced to close. Thinking positive the situation must be normal. The counting is on my new passport that i had renewned recently and on the process. For shifting job which are the area am I looking is also chaos or undetermined.

The job insecurity notice had been announced yesterday. one day ago. The regional conflict was arised 17 days ago.

These scenario reminds me past a time where my father lost his job and position and have to return back home in short period of time with nothing in hand. Once I left my country I am understanding the world and the things which i would never if I am not.

Whatever in life its the part of life and should i be the happy for it.

Realizing it. My living God my Father, my Mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. Each and everyone able to feel me. Laugh when you can. Think positive. Serve humanity and spread happiness. Life is so beautiful. The unconditional things is so beautiful of the life.

The time is nine o clock of night. I am very happy to be with me syncronizing my hand and mind with presence of mind.

Thank you.

What to do in Life? I am not asking this question to me. This is my topic of today’s blog. It means now I am considering myself as a blogger because I am doing blog or I am doing blog right now so am I should be the blogger. The only objection is to check the fact whether this doing is actually blogging or not.

The things is simple in life. What to do in Life? Nothing big just live your life in your actual sense. What this mean to me is that for me living on my sense and presence of mind is the actual things to do in life. It is the only reason why we educated ourselfs.

The time is one twenty-five. Day is Sunday. Its my off day at work. Recently I talked with my friend more than hour. I get too much of positive energy from him and hope for same to him also.

I would like to gratitude in life, for life and so I am doing. My gratitude is towards my creator my parents and as a human being who are social needs company and society so for me I have life partner for me and people around me. Hence I always gratitude for my parents and my parents in law for my completion. My mentor and teacher, friends, family, relatives and for the humanity. I should have gratitude towards my faith, beliefs and religion too but I am not specific with them. As a human I am for humanity.

So my gratitude. My living God my Father, my Mother, my father-in-law and my Mother-in-law. My supporter my brother. My completeness my wife. My life my kids. Friends indeed. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Each and every one able to feel me. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

Living a life is itself great as life is very wonderful, beautiful and full of lights. I had read lots of points and remember some of them that if there is nothing to do in life then read the books, gratitude or something something, But for now for myself. What to do in life is living in the presence of mind, wisely and with sense.

Now The time is one thirty five. May be I need to make or create something that organize my things, to do and manage my life well. Finance me in well manner. what is the web page in actual. Web application. Do I need software or app or what is my necessities I mean requirement.

Today is my day off. Its my turn to clean the room.. I always cook and prepare the food. My brother is calling me to meet him around five o clock. For the succession of this meeting I have to leave my room three o clock where I can move or delay one hour later it means at four I have to left the room and before lefting I have to clean the room and if possible prepare the food too. For food preparation I have not enough supplies so that I have to go grocery. Now it seems rush. And obviously it is rush because of my poor planning. Whatever the situation now what to do is important. To not be same like situation I have to make plan in advance and implement well. .For going there I have to board the bus and low in balance in my bus card. Now I am in blog the time is one forty two. So it seems too much messy this way. Thinking positively and wisely. I had took showered already and feeling fresh. Now I clean the room and prepare the food simultaneously. I will go for the grocery and same time I will top up my bus card and its done. So its not a big deal.

The energy, the curiosity of mine to do something is growing day by day. Do I need web application or simple app or software fulfills me. I am not certain the clear vision of mine is not with me. It is me who is responsible of ownself. Now is the time to act.

Be happy, laugh when you can. Spread happiness and serfve humanity. Thank you. The time is one forty six.

The time is eight forty-six. I am very happy to be backed in my blog. I am in my bed after having dinner and brushed my teeth already. Today I have lots of things to be summarized.

First and foremost, my living God my Father, my Mother, my Father-in-law and my Mother-in-law. My supporter my brother. My completeness my wife. My life my kids. Friends indeed. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Each and everyone able to feel me. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

Though I am not doing physical exercise nowdays like I used to in past days I am doing some physical activity in my work like manual handling of goods. Today I get Guitar from my mama. Gratitude to mama for lending me Guitar. From now onwards music is also readded in my life. Now I am making myself comfortable and my foreign life is also being used to.

I am sitting just playing the guitar and jamming few songs for new year eve. Actually nowadays in weekend I used to go for loved ones. Last time I went to camping with brothers, before that I am with another brother room and visited to mama too. Now wandering also readded in my life. Wandering and exploring, enjoying, experiencing and educating, each moments consist lesson and learnings. Today I have to visit mama but I postponed for new year eve and also I complete visiting at day during my work hour and brought guitar from his place.

And yes I was playing the guitar suddenly my friend message me on social media. I called him on phone. He was out of his data. This situation recalled my past situation when I arrived here. I don’t have data to buy the data package.

Overall in conclusion I asked each and every things in details and he was very happy to share with me.

First I go through his work and position, Overall I get more knowledge regarding smart city, internet, network, database, ip, domain and hosting. He suggests me to copy simple web app using ai and after onwards having some experience about how it works then invest on domain. Additionally more info of excel and notepad. So we ended up for his dinner and to be continued for tomorrow.

I am very happy for this type of frequency with my friend. I am getting meaning of why I needed friend this much. I am confidence and some how over attitude because I have indeed friends with me. The people I have earned is my earnings and I am very thankful for it.

Also I post story in my facebook after long time. The video clip captured unplanned and the song selection everything was perfect and the engagement and the reaction from the post feel me more alive.

So now my next step would be practicing guitar physically, learning by coping and researching the web applications technically and so on.

I am very grateful for today. Days are wonderful so do nights and once again stay positive, laugh when you can. spread happiness and serve humanity. the time is nine fifteen thank you.

The time is seven twenty-seven. I am all set to my bed after having dinner and the only thing to be finished is to brush my teeth and sleep well. May be today I am going to research something deep on the wordpress and the blogging which I ever tried since the starting. It is because today I felt something strange on writing the title. Lets stay positive and tuned.

For now, first and the foremost My living God my Father, my Mother, my Father-in -law and my Mother-in-law. My supporter my brother. My completeness my wife. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed and each and every one able to feel me. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is seven thirty-one. It is me and the only me responsible for myself. I have to act for and now is the time.

This one is the most interesting and the practical one for me. As before the first and the foremost. My living God my Father, my Mother, my father-in-law and my mother-in-law. My supporter my brother. My completeness my wife. My life my kids. Friends indeed. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Be happy. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

Straight to the question. Where am I heading? After being back to the blogging. My topic was about to about the programming and what are the aspects, pros and the qualities as well the urgency, necessities and the requirement for me. So to cover that one I stick with the heading where am I heading. I am missing my keyboard. The laptop’s keyboard is somehow uncomfortable for me as I am used to with the portable one.

Why I should be the programmer? software developer of the problem solver? why I am asking these much question. for now I want to highlight the motivational speaker whom I am following ever my different phases of my life. Today also after finishing the full stack video, the automated next video was of Sandeep Maheswari where he was highlighting for the same. Asking the question for till the end, up to the depth of the I mean roots. Hence reacting the same from the subconscious mind I am continuously asking, with the fuel from the friend. Today this moment is very joyful for me. Its mesmerizing.

I should become a programmer because I am good at computer since childhood and and the very struggling moment of my life I was hoping for the programmer. At the peak of my motivation level I was motivating myself for the programmer. A programmer can coordinates my math and science knowledge and blends with the business with the marketing and sales skills. A programmer utilizes my typing skills. From my child hood it was the dream of my sister who taught me the importance of the typing and the computer. It should be for my father who bought me the computer at that age where most of my friends had dream of it. I should be programmer for mine interest towards the technology. How I used to make the mobile and the tech knowledge.

Shall this is enough for me. No and not ever. My heart is shaking and something is missing. I clearly know my dreaming.but also hope for the best and continuous effort succeed me myself. It is me the one who is driving for me. For becoming the programmer I am learning python. Now the time is easy chatgpt or any other ai search can assist us. with in few seconds everything are available infront of the eyes. now I have to join the dots of html, web page. How html becomes webpage and further more. For now its eight thirty three and it would be better if i sleep now and wake up tomorrow faster. Lets hope for the best and act for the same.

How to fall sleep faster? How to avoid screen before sleeping? How to set the routine?

Also my brother is playing vital role for my future. He is searching me new job and shaping me in a way which never can’t be in real if it wasn’t from him. Best wishes for him and me too for my future in terms of my earnings, duty timings and the quality foreign employment.

For now the time is eight thirty seven. Once again. Be happy , stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Laugh when you can. Thank you.

The time is seven zero four. My living God my Father, my Mother, my Father-in-law and my mother-in-law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed. Each and everyone able to feel me. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Be happy. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time itself show me the path. Yesterday I was scrolling the facebook. Suddenly, I saw someone who recalled my thought and the same time I notice it. It was my friend’s mummy facebook profile. So I want to send the friend request but already my friend’s mummy had sent me the friend request. It was always me who was not looking for it. So I respond and message within a minutes I got my friends contact. Not making it lengthy. Just entering the core part.

Today my friend highlighted me somethings and suggest to follow the guide. It was all about the developing software. Not only this specific. It was overall for the time structure the time demanding which is exactly I am searching right now. The frequency meets with my friend and why not after all we share same long time on educating ourselves. Though we haven’t share much more things now but also the belief upon him makes me happier and easier to move forward. He just refuel me.

He wants me to look after the freelancing, AI, digital marketing and stack something. These are not new topic but also I have to explore it now deeply.

Since he is working on software company where he fulfills the client requirements. He was telling me the fundamentals of three things about the database, the server and the network. Each and every thing he spoke connects me the time where we used to listen together in school. It was wonderful and the best time I ever had in my life. This is where I get my answer of why I went to the school. For now it was my friends and the moment we spent together. The precious time we ever had.

Now where I want to connect the things and want to explore is. This platform is for my learning and now I will use this for exploring the things laying on the same purpose of learning. For AI, I am using the chatgpt. Now the access is easy but I am going for from it. The access is near but the initiation is too far. I am being lazy. It is me who should act. First I should accept it was me and mine fault after wards I should act for the rectification.

So now I go to chatgpt page for further. The time is seven twenty four. Also I am looking the message that my friend suggest me to look.

Sometime I ask why social media. why facebook. But it was social media making possible of our communication. Now I used my phone during work and social media for refreshment or the entertainment though I am not fully convince with myself.

hmm It was full stack course. While returning from my duty it takes me about half an hour of walking and at that time I listened the course on youtube on the way and concluding from that its all about the front end and back end. From my understanding, any software or program solving is designed for the client or the required party as per their needs. There are user and the creator of it simply known developer. So the perspective, window or the background and foreground is different. I am not sure about the terminology. but I am very happy for it. This is what I want the most and makes me happy. to discover the things how they work.

Full stack means able to perform on back end and front end. In practical life, in hotel there are front end and back end, in market there is front side and back side, in kitchen as same on lots of things. Basically, we write the program and runs it, after running new interface appears and why and how the interface appears is also the thing for the digging for now let keep upon that. I am the qbasic student. The more and the most I learnt that I somehow master that though I am weak on updating myself. It was my fundamental which makes me till now stronger. Later after some years life had given me more chance for the python. At that time I just spoke and went. Now finally I am in. It seems late for lateness but thinking positively and starting its never late. Hats up to my friend who encourage me when I doubt myself to question him twice about the delay of the starting. our frequency tuned up.

Now I am using wordpress for my blogging and learning it. Being with myself. Investing my time for proactiveness and some good deeds. It aids me for my typing. Till now I am not clear about the hosting and the other basic. while being here and thinking about moment, it seems that computer is my field and the same time I reject it. the one is never meant for me. The all ness and everything is my nature and with the help of education i belief that everything or diversitiness is my oneness where I should master. I mean the science, math, physical. They are the money, materials, things, crops, nature, water, land, animal, forest, himalayas, travel, memory, love, affection, aid, cooperation, coordination, mutual understanding, bonding, common motive, nationalism, tourism, business, work life balance, parenting, generation, society, brotherhood, togetherness, friendship, relationship, kind, loyal, hardworking, smartness, education, health, fitness, good food, hygiene, dressing sense, sustainability, uniqueness, creativity, optimum utilization, and so on. This is me. I am the sole responsible for myself. It is always me.

Back to where I was talking is full stack I am totally satisfy with the information I got from the youtube.

the time is seven fifty two. I already have my dinner. Today I went to duty at four twenty. My driver made me to wake up. Then I get dressed and went for the duty. It was my room mate who dropped me to the warehouse. We were two drivers and two helpers as two teams with the one merchandiser who dropped us on warehouse. We are the first team starting work from four thirty and rest of our teams start from five thirty. so I finish our work at three thirty actually the time finish, the work were pending. So after submitting all the documents, stock and nice end of the work I punch out at three twenty one may be then I walked for the accommodation and on the way I listened the same. why I was recalling this is just to tell that while returning I buy some vegetables and the requirements like potato, tomato, onion, ginger, garlic from the grocery and I cooked once arrived. It was already ready and I have for mine. the rest is for my brother. So I already had my dinner of tonight. I washed my clothes too and took shower too. So its time to brush my teeth and going for the same. once gone I am not sure for the back. It is me doubting myself. hence the result also same.

the time is eight zero one. Laugh when you can. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Thank you.

The time is six twenty five pm. Before I used to mention as eighteen twenty-five. The day is December twenty-three twenty twenty-five.

The credit goes to my friend from whom I got the inspiration and fuel me back to the track. My sincere gratitude to mine friend.

Till now I haven’t mentioned the title of the post. Any means and any way I am happy to be here. Laugh when you can.

As a recall till where I can

The first and the foremost, My living God my Father, my Mother, my Father-in-law and my mother-in-law. My supporter my brother. My completeness my wife. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. All the friends and relatives. i missed my friend who had fed me here in UAE. My school friend miss you lots and congratulations for your further success. And each and everyone able to feel me. Be positive. Stay happy. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Laugh when you can.

Right now I am typing this on my laptop and gratitude for this laptop’s owner who handover me on my request. My brother, Gratitude for you too. Stay happy where you are. Best wishes for the future ahead.

Lying on the bed with song played on mobile and typing on the laptop with the flow of the music beats. These days too long time may I have been distracted or diverted but also it became as refreshing moment for me.

Actually, this laptop is being too good for me. As per the requirement and the samsung a70 twice display changed and the replaced battery is my recent gadget. The laptop runs with charger. I am missing my redmi10 having motherboard issue and have been collapsed once.

After long time. I am back typing and this is my current happiness. As usual it makes me somehow light and the more I passed my time with my conscious mind and proactive things.

Now before it becomes too long I want to wrap up the things.

Once on conclusion, be happy, stay positive and calm. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Thank you. The time is six forty-seven.

The time is eight thirty I mean twenty thirty. I am in my bed laying down ready to sleep. I took shower and had food on duty already.

Many time passed and many incidents and happenings happened. Many I tried to record and mentioned but I believed to be as today and its live now.

I know I don

have the track but also this feeling is separate and distinct to welcome back ownself.

It is bery hard to come back. It is not forced or no any compulsion . Still I am not fully on it.

The time is around twenty nine something. I am in my bed ready to sleep. Before sleeping I tried to keep myself something creativeness os thinking and being with myself. Distractin is every where meaning I am not focused to one. For now I gabe to go washroom and come back.

Before I will write the habitual and the strong line.

First and foremost. My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all ther teachers in my life. MFriends indeed. Each and everyone able to feel me.

Now I am taking the break.