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The time is fifteen forty seven and I here back in my blog. I don’t have title. I am learner. I am happy to be with me myself. I have time to spent for me. It is me why and how it is me. And I am thankful to each and everyone who are liable for it. Laugh when you can and stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

Now whats am I going today. I am not sure. I try to record each and every moment which is not possible. It is not possible because I am thinking the same and it is the only reason why it is not possible. Ok then what next?

As previous I have to sleep at seven and wake up at three. To sleep at seven I have to close my phone on eighteen and to be in bed at eighteen thirty. It is mandatory and not mandatory. It is the self discipline that matter most and cannot be hide from myself. The good deeds matter the most. I am human. I can turn in matter of second or just in fraction of second. Why am I saying this? It is because I am learning from myself. Self visualization and analyzation. I am fearing the most to the artificial intelligence and going ahead because I am trusting and believing to my human intelligence, the more to myself. It can be over confidence or over evaluation but what matter till I do not consider. Now I am getting more rude and if I think so then I can be the calm too. It is where positivity is the key, happiness matter the most. Human kind and humanity.

So the time is fifteen fifty five. Two more hours to go for sleep. Till now how far I came. I know I dedicate this step to my sister. This platform is the grace from my mentor. My digital existence is from him. I am nothing and everything from my parents. My father in law appears God for me from where I can see my real father and everything and it is not only the first time. I can remember he calm me second time also and during this first and second there is one bad moment also. So its 2-1. This is why I look for the positivity only. Now I find myself in this time and it is not complete. If I confess I know everything then it means I know nothing. Hence gratitude is important and I am using this platform to be with myself though it wouldn’t be the same every time. So I am learner, a continuous learner, growing and acquiring knowledge consistently. I want to say everything but I am unable to express since I am far from the conclusion. The real conclusion that helps human and humanity. It is not true enough. I am runner, continuously running from the problem. It means I am procrastinator not accepting it. Yeah somehow it is true. Lets agree upon it and acknowledge it. To rectify the error first one must be acknowledge and here who is the one. I am the one here. I am responsible for the thing. Taking responsibility. So for this long. Self discipline, observation and taking responsibility appears. This is not complete or it is not the whole. It is just part of the whole.

Brain is gift from the nature. I am less utilizing it. The more I have to use. This time also I have to use my brain and in visualization and thought I should be. Its good I am synchronizing my brain with my fingers. This is why I am here typing. If I would had different thought and mindset or view I would have different result. Now seems like brain is everything but what I know is that sometimes brain also act late and deny sometimes and during reflex or what I forget there our separate organ works which is vital than the brain and Now I get lost hence nothing to say. Brain is brain, heart is heart and thanking I am fine now.

Some one built or invent computer and the some one is father of computer i.e Charles Babbage, I think I am right because I cannot forget this because there was effort to remember this name. May be I forget at that time but now I am remaining because it is my interest that makes me remembering this for this long time. Now I am confusing in that we made computer or computer made us.

Now I get time for answering myself. Sometimes I am questioning myself why and why then I found not to say why me, instead try me. This quote is good for that time and this time too. The only problem is that what is time and what is problem too. What is education itself and system itself and education system.

Just change the topic I am feeling that I am in abroad right now because it is hot outside. The hot temperature makes me realize that I am far from home. Its climate diversity and this is the goodness of this country where I am living right now and it is not the same. It was hot during my first time arrival here and after months temperature gets low and I can relate to my home country hence I missed so badly of my country. My body and mind is not accepting that I am abroad. Now the temperature is rising and this hot climate is the beauty of nature. It is hot outside but cool inside. Lets end this topic too.

Now I don’t have topic so I am expressing randomly. This is why topic is important. It is not new thing for me and I should not say this because if I say I know everything then I know nothing.

Now the time is sixteen twenty two. Now this month I purchase data valid for one month. There I get daily 1 GB. Not interesting to this too. So lets skip

And here comes that now its time to organize my things. This is not time, time was before previous but I cannot go back to time so present is the moment to act and it is the truth. The moment its done its done and in moment If I kept thinking then I remain thinking and thinking. So What should I do now. Nothing because nothing to do and If I remain same then everyday is same. So to act in a moment later I have to think now which describes nothing useful so I am thinking right now so that I can act immediately without thinking when it is needed and this is not also good answer and the good answer is that when I need to act without thinking I act better. May be. I am not believing this so here am I and I am believing this so here am I.

I am learner. Learning is my journey. I do mistake. I rectify it. Before rectify I must acknowledge it. This is not true and this is the true. I am this why and how it is me. Whom I am explaining I don’t know and why also I don’t know. The more I say I don’t know then it would be true that I really don’t know.

So Tomorrow, which never comes, I am going to duty. It is true, I go , not new. And tomorrow I have to attend interview. To attend interview I have to deny my duty, which I cannot and to go duty I have to leave interview which I cannot. There are two activities I have to do for tomorrow. It is because I have to grow and I am searching the growth. It is because I am not acting for myself then it is obvious that I have to act for others. Others are the same, it is unlimited. And I am here with myself which is not myself. Acting positively, I am believing where there is a will there is a way. Obstacles are the great opportunities. It is the indication of the right path.

So now Lets consider my duty as Type 1 and my interview as Type 2 then What is Type 3. Ofcourse there is type 3 too and type 4 also but leave it and before leaving my type 3 is in next sunday, coming sunday I have another interview, my type 4 is that if I continue the same and let it continue type5,6 and many more emerges.

Back to Type 1 and Type 2, I feel more discomfort for type 1 and type 2 lets make type 1 as A and type 2 as B and Why A and B lets make it more familiar or more closure to the subject that is for duty lets say d and for interview lets say I and now A = D and B=I Then why to say d lets say full that is duty and lets say I for interview and here comes the circle from where it starts it ends but its never same. I know its never the same and I believe. In simple it is same but in deep it is not same.

Back to tomorrow, My interview is scheduled to fifteen o clock and till fourteen I should be free from my duty. It is supposed to be free from my duty. Actually previous there is record that I am free but yesterday I am at work till seventeen.

So tomorrow is tomorrow. There is no certainty for tomorrow duty. There is no obligation for that too. It is me responsible for myself for the happenings of tomorrow. I am the one going for the duty. I am the one working and doing the duty. I am the done capable to work and finish fast. I am the one going for the interview and I am the one passing out the interview. This interview is my learning journey so I am wanting to go. My duty is making me success in matter of time and my interview I would get more knowledge. If I get selected in interview I am leaving this duty. So I don’t want to go interview because I don’t want to leave this job and I am going to interview to surpass the interview and get job so that I can leave this duty. My duty is present and my interview is coming present. Before I have to do test or attend the interview. In interview I can be failed too but this is not me. If i get failed then I would not attend interview but first I have to attent it to get failure and rejection too. So attending is important and what is failure in journey of learning. In learnig failure is going one step closure to success. This doesn’t clarifies me to attend tomorrow interview. Failure is not the thing timing is the thing, Lets leave it too. What so ever it is lets see.

Laugh when you can . Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is sixteen fifty six. Thank you.

The time is thirteen fifty six. I am in bed ready to blog.

First and foremost, I am very happy to see this another beautiful day and lights of the day. My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and my mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother and my life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. My friends and relatives. Each and every one who can feel me right now. Thankyou so much. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and server humanity.

The time is thirteen fifty nine. I am in my bed ready to blogging. Today I get up at seven o clock. It is late for my usual routine. It is fine, today is Sunday, a fun day and it is off day. This is my second Sunday or Off day. I am familiar with this day after coming and having experience in this my current company. Today I drink and eat the raw chana, raisin, moong, cashew, almond and walnut. I am doing this from last three days. It is from my previous stock. I only buy black chana from recent.

As my off day routine, today I bath, personal hygiene and genital hygiene. I left from cutting nails. It is because I kept my nail cutter in a safe place and now I am not able to find it. The more, I am not taking more effort to search it. Last time I borrow from my room mate this time I hesitate and do lazy resulting not completeness.

Good thing is I wash my clothes and kept for drying. I polish my shoe. Everything is fine and positiveness. I am not doing iron in my clothes though I have access to my room mate iron. All this things I am doing is may be of off day or might be for tomorrow excitement.

Talking about the future and the tomorrow which I couldn’t prefer and like. Life is learning. I am learning. Mistake is my way of practise. Hence, tomorrow I have interview in my current and latest interesting job or where I would be more happy and learn more. It is not completely true. If not that then this job and time is for me. This is so much confusing that I am doing blog current now. The time is also free and i am not blogging from since last days also. So it is the right time to bang from me and i am enjoying currently now in blog.

The thing for tomorrow is that I have scheduled interview for tomorrow. I am doing work in one company and trying to another company and this will continue if I do nothing for myself and it is sure that I am doing nothing for myself and left it to happening and also i know that I couldn’t left for the happening itself too because I am the responsible for everything and it is my responsible. So taking responsible for myself now visualize for tomorrow and lets see.

Tomorrow my work is either four or it can be five am, whatever it would be I should wake up at 3 am. To wake up at three am I should sleep before 8 hrs and too sleep and complete eight hours I should go thirty mins before in my bed with complete peace and whatever the scenario for me I believe one hour absence from the mobile scree, producing the blue light disturbing the sleep. So what is the conclusion.

Three am, before meaning two, one, twelve, eleven, ten , nine, eight, seven and lets count now seven is correct so I have to sleep at seven and before thirty mins means at six thirty I should be in my bed and before one hours means from six that is usually eighteen I shouldn’t use my mobile.

The time is fourteen twenty one. Now lets join for the food requested from my room mate. And see you from then.

Laugh when you can . Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

The time is fourteen twenty two. Thank you.

The time is seventeen forty five. I am very happy and glad to see this another beautiful and wonderful day.

My living God my father and my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. My relatives , friends and future friends. Each and everyone who can feel me. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

I am problem myself and I am glad. This is my acceptance that I am problem myself and it is not new things for me. This is me why and how it is me. I am accepting myself as a problem because I know I create problems, I focus problem and I see the problems. Ok for this is ok then what I do with the problems is not ok.

Why this topic now here. Lets find or dig into deep. Now I am in my room. Before this, I am problem because it is ok and now I don’t want OK, so it is myself having curiosity to create problem. Maybe I am having guts to face problem or I am giving trouble to myself or I know that problem is opportunity. Yeah it may be. Then I am seeing my future or I am feeling the future. Exactly not clear but full of problem and this is not problem at all. I know where there is no obstacle that way is less interesting.

So why am I doing this much drama. Today I met with my supervisor and HR too. Everything is OK and rather than Ok it is very much good. But I am thinking other and what is other. The other is other which I am not thinking. Then now. Actually talking to my new company it is very good and everything is very good like before also. Everything has pros and cons too it depends on me where to focus and where not. Just leave this topic here.

I am having circle of Life. I am enjoying this job very much. I cannot enjoy this job. I am not making the habitual of this job. This job is like summarized form of my life, concluding the circle of life. I am not involving in small things so that I can think and act in big things. And what is small and big thing.

I am getting offer letter tomorrow which I want to postpone and this offer letter is the thing I am wanting the most. I want to postpone so that I get time for another interview and I want to sign so that I cannot leave this company. Lets see where I ends. I am where because I don’t have next destination to go and I don’t have next destination because I am here. Why am I using this because and explaining to whom. At least it is ok to use why and its time to use other WH questions and now I am getting some answer of my question. I asked myself sometime and after being silent and feeling and using the time I am getting. I am understanding and feeling myself. I am with myself. Over confidence and excitement or overwhelming is also not good. I can understand this.

The time is eighteen zero seven. I am in my own bed. Ready to go bath. Now I am busy in my blog forgetting to bath. Actually my bathroom is occupied before and now I am not checking.

So now who am I and how far did I came. The answer is I am nothing. I am learning. I am happy.

The known thing is that I am having more responsibilities than previous. It is not new for me and I cannot say this because I know everything is also not good. I am learning.

Today I miss my transport the earlier one and went to later one. The defect and problem one is for me. This is me. I am the one wanting it. Why me or Try me. So today I talk with my Supervisor too and HR too and both positive. I am waiting next interview with no guarantee of success rate but seeming positive and lots of hope. Present is my reality and future is my hope. I cannot wait. I am waiting. I know the value of time and waiting with nothing. I cannot leave this for happening too and If happening happen then I tell this is happening. It is just like where we take my mind and focus. I am happy with this. This is my life and it is present. I want ups and down. I am responsible for every happening. Now I remember that in my life ups and down I am not understanding but left and right is sure and ofcourse. My life is facing left and right.

Now some things are constant and some are variable. My constants I have to accept it and variables too. So my constants are sleep. I have to sleep and normal sleep is eight hours who tells and why but it is the thing I am following before but sleep is being expensive for me. It means my life is ups and down too. I am the same who fight for my own life for disturbing my sleep and here is me. So because is the thing I am practising till my childhood. Why makes me more understanding. And how I say why is also equally important or just saying how is also good. So thats it or more I am going.

Now the time is eighteen twenty three. I am having fear that I cannot give my time to my child and it is ok because I am not giving. In absence of my time what am I giving equals to emptiness. Thinking positive I am alive. Why am I alive since I am breathing and I am thinking.

Now here comes the call from where it should not be but this is reality and just signing out.

The time is eighteen twenty seven. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Thank you.

I am very happy to come back to my blog after some break. My break is good and I am enjoying. Now also I am listening music and blogging. The time is nineteen thirty-nine. As usual my title and content may not match but who cares and for me I am not caring.

Going straight back to the topic that why I cannot return? This is my first question in my blog and this is my achievement. In this learnign journey I am questioning myself. I am the responsible for myself. Now I am listening song in my ear piece and this is influencing to my blog and the content I am writing. I am keeping this off too and I notice even I off this music I am listening other music from my colleague actually room mate and so I put ear piece again and start blogging. No matter how hard and how challenging it is. The habit is habit. Hence, gratitude first.

I am very happy to see this another day and light. Life is beautiful and wonderful. I am enjoying my life. I am with myself. I am learning, improving. It is me why and how it is me.

My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and my mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor, my digital creator. My friend in need friend indeed. All the teachers in my life. My relatives, friends and future friends. Each and every one who can feel me right now. Thank you very much. Life is beautiful. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

This is my learning journey. Listening to own mind and heart. Now I am listening song and being distracted but also I am happy in this way. After all music comes in my life after long time. It is me giving trouble to myself but also whatever past it past and I am happy. Now I know to say NO and this is also my achievement. An achievement for now. And still I have more to achieve. I am nothing. I am learning and I am student. This is happy moment.

I am doing blogging to be with me and myself. Now It is changing and I am happy for changing. Now I am taking more responsibility than previous and it should be and not be also. Always more is not good. So lets leave this topic here and start.

If I am not here then I am everywhere else. And as per the title I cannot return because now I am far from where I cannot return. I am enjoying every harden and toughen of my way and I am being happy. This is why I am not returning. In other sense I am with myself. The more I am with my brain and mind far from my heart. Now what is this psychology and philosophy.

What am I going to write and what am I writing. Any way this is life and life is beautiful in this same way. I am thinking and lost in thinking and I enjoy. I think when it is not needed and I act too quickly when needs to think so when I gets time I visualize so that when I have to act I act accordingly nicely and well. This is me and whom I am explaining I even don’t know but enjoying the most.

Now when I am lost.Then the time is twenty zero one. Now I have new routine and task to do. In actual work is not hard for me. I am the one responsible for all of it and I am enjoying more and more.

Now I am in certain point if I looks me but why I have to look me. So it is the reason I am not returning. Returning where? Lets find out.

I am the one making my life complex and I am enjoying this because it is me and if I am not making my life complex then I am making nothing and something is better than nothing which is not true though.

Human intelligence is far better and uncomparable to artificial intelligence and why I am saying is that it is my current thought and I am recording it or trying to record it. I know it cannot be recorded so till now I cannot record and the day I know it is possible and how it is possible then that day is another day. The day of success or achievement and it is not necessary that my success is everyone success and the reverse is also true and I am not being that much rude so here positivity is needed and after thinking positive all vanish in a clik so I am staying positive and my limit is limitless and I am believing it.

Now I am blogging to get some time for my mind. Today is different, already my mind is listening song and also I am doing blogging and I am not stopping either one so it is the reason I am not returning.

In other word I am not returning indicates that I am not changing my way of myself which is not true itself too since I am trying to change every possible moment with my presence of mind. I am using my mind and brain though people don’t need and what people think is not my responsibility. But this is not me. If here is people then I have to think about the people because I am human and socialism too. So taking responsibility is also me.Hence, I am happy with taking responsibility and being happy. Why human intelligence is great because human nature is great that human can change and divert at any moment this uncertainty is beautiful.

Now expressing all the things in same blog is good for me. I know blog is not for me and I am not doing anything that is good for me so this is the best platform till my knowing. From my imagination this is nothing and I am doing nothing of my imagination so here I am where I deserve the most and I am happy. Happiness is also emotion. I know it is also disturbing and soon I will leave this also but what I tell I won’t do and what I do I won’t tell this describe me most and I won’t be bound with this principle too because I am not man of principle and if yes also then I am changing and updating.

The thing is that I am free now but also I am not free. I am talking about my work life and expressing this I want to talk about who is separating this life into or distinguished into different and why, how, where. So where I am. I think lost. Then no problem. This is only my thought. Don’t worry you are safe.

Back to the life. Life is beautiful. I am freeing my life. I am not thinking the small or who make this small and big too. I am not thinking the one thing I am thinking other thing. So saying one thing and another thing isn’t this is confusing may be it is the reason we need to say small and big, near and far, tall and short, and many others. So my question is answer and my answer is question. Then what is difference.

Again the time is twenty twenty eight. I am sleeping now for waking up tomorrow early. And I am typing it means I am not sleeping, also I am not alone in my room. My room mates are eating. So these are all the distractions. The easy thing is that till I have seen my goal I am not seeing any obstacle and the hard thing is also same. The same thing is that what is goal and I am not knowing goal. It is because there is goal, aim, target, purpose and many more. So just believing myself right now.

Laugh when you can. Stay positive. There is nothing difference in positive and the other one. It is just in one blink we become positive and everything seems good and positive. Positive doesn’t equals to good and good for me doesn’t equal to good for else than me. So this is life and life is in its own way.

Stay positive. Serve humanity and spread happiness. The time is twenty thirty four. Thank you.

We are in move to our first delivery of he day. Ia m wandering where we reach. The view is noce and highway great. Actu;ally main highway we didn

t reacgh and here we are.

The delivery experience is not new for me but what I am experiencing right now is interesting and I am learning and getting the things. The multiple lane highway. Here we have food bridge to cross the highway. And whay I am dong this because I can do it now rather to sit idle. I am diffeent behivle from yesterday. Todayh Ia m getting comfortable seat to sit. Haha seat to sit. This is the question I got in my english proficienty test called ept. Everythin in life is connection and in actual for present life is all about the connection dots. Sometimes I get lost from the infrastructures here in this country. Now we are in fuel refilling and we are doing full tgank. In life happenigns and reality is the one that once in life we already think or sometimes our minds know it. I believe in that way and I have reason mayt be this reason are not poven to the orld but for me now I am believing. So from this brand I am learnign the way of branding marketing, selling, purchasing, all the thinks like planniong, supervision, motivating, organizing, values and vision. Statement as well as distribution, customer service transport, vehicle, colleagues, and the more involment is that sales order, invoivbe, voucher, customer client vendor distribution, collection, receipts. Now this is physical world and there is new digital world where I am trying too but I think either me or they will do late so i am going to express this failure too now this dream also I think I am leaving and It is the reason I am expressing because now I have to finalize soon and have to associate early for my safement and my career settlement. Ok we are move from the fuel statin to main highwayActally here are many things to learn and I have to open my lerning eyes and mind to accept and grab it. Now I can see the landing flights that is represent me that we are near airports . The electricity line mojor poles and the thousands of watts line, the multiple overfly bridge, the expensice vehicle, now I am seeing planes in the parking tolo. I am enjouying and learnig. The signboard makes me feel where we going but actually we are not in the same place and we are moving continuousle hehe I see the speep meter its nearly one hunded but also we are in sow compaatively to the vehivle moving in fast lane. The greearyand the trees in actual. I am just learnign and wandering the development, art and the vision th behind ths success. Ok I m tired now I am leaving for now. Please laugh when you can , stay positive and spread happiness serving humanity. Thank you the time is six fifty three.

The time is six zero six. Today is my second dy as a as a trial in my recent company.

First and foremost. My living God my Gather and my Mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness muy wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and teacheres f all of them n my lives. Friends and relatives, ,y new colle colleague and future friends. Each and everyone who can feel me right now. Thankyou. Laugh when you can. Stay positve and Spread appiness serving humanity.

This is my learning journey. I am knowing my self day by day. I am simproving day by day.

Talking abut the trial day two I am summarizing my day one which was yersterday. So I enjoy yesterday duty too much. Travelling and from this duty and work I start travelling. It is my new responsibility. I believe access is the key point that we receive from any resonsibility and I can learn many things and actually I am learnign from the access I am receiving. Now I have new routinge. The morning routine.

Ok I am in my transpport for deleivering the items to the client and i am waiting after dispatching this vehicle from warehause now I am waiting in transport since my colleague went to accomadation. I got free time and I am enjhoing blogging.

yesterday i receive food to join from my collegues so I always attached to th humanity and here i am talking for humanity. I am this much happy till now it is because of humanity. The humanity I am receiving till now.The time is six sisteen still waiting n vehicle.

And yes uesterda I learn many new things and reflect my many old vibes and memories.

Now in my life, travelling ad wandering also come in my life again.

So analyzing and my from myself. Before it I find myself. I have enough time to think and judge and shape for myself. I am the one responsible for myself. I am the sole and evrything for me and i am nothing. I am learner, learing is my journey and continuously learning is my practise.

So what about the creation. I am remembering my sister name creation and I ahave dedicated this journey to herself too. Again I have many sisters in my life. Relatives are my strength.

Here in recent company I am not able to believing myself that this is also exist that the coordination, team work and the really nice people and the working environment. This is my current journey and status.

Again I am not giving my fully here because I know assumption and exveption hurts. My heart is ssaying another thing my bnrain is not clear so I am reading mty own brain I am building enough courage for myself believing myself.

market is here and anywhere I can create the market. Actually I am believing I wouldnot be satisfied with any job in this world that is already exost and yeah its ok for learning because I believe in cration and. Today’s world is unique withe the speciality and originality,authencity. Sow what are mty doublts in current company.

In my ccurrent company the maind doublts are I am going to associatewith the new brand in my life that I previous didnot know and I f I am not here it wouldnot be known in my whole life soo and it is the correct time to talk and think bbegore I am actually me.I am here in this county for career growth, develpoment and for knowledge. No doublt I am getting.My current company is good and very much good company till now but what my company thinks about the talent, prospects and the innovation because at last and finally it matter because this comapny suppose me to think or not. The positino I am applying is not to suppose this but what I am believing is that i am asssociation with the brand And brand and branding I also know little bit and I want to get more knowledge regarding this. This may be the reason I am wandering thoroughout the life but this is one of the reason.

My life is simpleand beautiful. It is me making this more complex and difficuylt. Now here comes my team and we are in move now the time is six twenty nine this is the peaceful moment for me now where I can actually think and know myself. IActally I liack implementation and I am thinknog that I am not for this too.

thank you the time is six thirty one

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Acrually I am very happy today.

Why I am happy is I ahave to be happy in any situation and hapiness it the key of life. I is not that i am forcing to be happy but also it yes it is because I am practising the habit of happiness and this also not enought ure so lwts say good morning to everyone and because the time is four fourty five and I wake uyp and this is uy goodmorning.

I am sitting in my bed ready togo for duty. My reporting time is five thirty. What I did after waking up is I brush my teeth and do simple stretching and few puspups and stretch my body. Actually this blog should beshould be come yesterday but happining wanting different and today I am here in my blog exexpressing all of this.

So why I am expressing these because I have to do many things. Right now I have to go washroom but washroom is quesd when I wake up and i am thirsty i need to drink and I am hungry I need to eat but I am not doing any of this because I a waiting and after some moment I am able to do all of theses I believe. So why I brush my teeth then it is for being fresh. Today I wake up and the interesting thing is that before I wake up I sleep nicely laying in bed from last how many hours because liast night I am supposed to sleep nice but I didn’t sleep and I have wow moment for yesterday night too.

So if i continue like this I wam not reaching anywhere. So here comes my gratitude.

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I am very happy to see this another beautiful day again. My living god my father and my mother, my father in law and my mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor. All the teacher n my life My friens in deed. Mymy relatives and friends and future friends. Each an d everyone who acan feel me right now.

This is my learning journey and I am learnign too much and agianing more and more and I also learning that if i believe that I know everything then I am not able to learn . Now the time is five o clock. I am very happy to be with me and myself. I am lknowing myself. I think and visualize myself. When I feel difficult I blog it makes me feel and exprssing or sychronizing with my hands makes my thinking speed slow or in actual speed I don;t kow what to say.

Actually I my mind works in v unlimited speed so I needs control from my hand to control my hand.

Some heaviness is helping me to live so I am happy with my heaviness and some expressing making me happy so i am exptressing.

The time is five zero seven now the room lights is on. I am in new room with totall new people without any judgement. But people are nice here because I am expecting nice and so am I here. Any way expectation hurts it is why staying positiveness merits me and staying positive or I am staying positive. I am staying positive bno t only because it merits.

When I wake up today I find peace not like the peace I left. So now again I am stuck . I don

t wanti to campare but also comparision is the think my mind is soing.

So lets start like this. This is my waiting time I don’t know what I am waiting so I am blogging right now. It is the bes thing for me to do to utilize this time.

Many updates and changes are in my life. Ok the work I am going to do is in trial period and I am wanting this. The frequency of my new company and mine is tuning well till now so I am here and I am not sure that this is true because this is the only place i have to live so Ia am here or

So now out of nowhere one collegeis saying me that

Nepali how are you. I told I Good and Good morning . This is my current environment and vibes

Laugh when we can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. The time is five seventeen.

Welcome everyone to my blog again. I am back in blog because I have time now to blog. First of all thanking life for being with me and gratitude for everything.

The time is twenty three twenty five. I am in Equiti Metro station right now. Actually I have to go city walk and meet my brother but I don’t know either I miss my station or I board the wrong bus I ended up in wrong destination and drop off and return to equiti station and this is life how life is and I am the same how it is me myself. Now I am happy for this. This incident teaches me too many things and I am happy for it. Finally today I am sure about how to use metro washroom free because I used it free today and the process I use is actual true.

The title is summarizing day and I am very happy for it. The time is twenty three thirty four. From here I go to my camp directly with the afternoon shift colleague. And I can use this facility till 28 more days. What I believe is that today would be my last date to stay at the camp because I am supposing the same. Why I am in foreign I know well if also I know nothing. So this is my today and I learn so many things. I make so many mistakes today and happy too. I meet with my trainer too and we have nice conservation too.

At last I am in metro station where I used to work and now responsibility is adding up and i am happy for that too.

The time is twenty three forty five and I am ending this blog here. My learning journey. Journey where I make mistake, accept my mistake and move on. And staying positive and happy.

Hence, laugh when you can. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Today I miss my big brother but I believe his blessing is always on me. Thank you. The time is twenty three forty eight.

Good evening. I am here in Pawdy Neighbors. I will spent one hour moment here. I am happy to be ended up here it is my choice and destiny for today and my current happiness. Actually I am full of stomach still I am ordering something which is already served here in my table. Lets have it and continuously move on.

Haha. Today learning I am having ice matcha without the matcha itself. I mean completely milk and ice only. Matcha was served in separate bottle or jar or what to say specific name. I realized after having one gulp of milk only. Now next gulp after mixing it well. May be I put more matcha. The taste is fine and I am enjoying. Not even more I empty the matcha bottle. What I remember now is that my trainer once teaches us that drink should be serve separate and give prior to customer mix by themself. Now lets move on to the cheese croissant. And before it, Why I ordered matcha is it is the only drink where we don’t use espresso. May be I am right or wrong. Lets move to croissant. I am familiar with croissant back in my country when I am working as an accountant in bakery company, before that when I first receive croissant as a complementary with coffee in a coffee shop that is nearby my office. Lets come to present.

This is not the thing I am here. I am here for experiencing the vibes of here. Lets look around. Guests are enjoying. The place where I am sitting I can see the world tallest building right infront of me. The evening vibes, refreshment air and right now two huskies with thier owner pass infront of me. Actually what I know about pawdy neighbors till now is that it is pet friendly and I can see the pet especially dog around me. I am enjoying this moment right infront of me. I can see and view this things in social media too but I better think to feel this moment by myself. So I am enjoying and being happy here. Back ground music is hitting me and my hand is synchronizing with the same beats. Sunlight is shading down and now night lights is rising now totally different vibes and different world. Is this is the real refreshment. Lets enjoy the vibes and forget some moment. I am forgetting that who actually is me and enjoying the moment. In reality I am missing this moment when I used to do this same in my home country, cafe life and night life. Thanks I got my that moment reflect after getting and experiencing here.

As being the customer today. Customer service here is very good. I got seated from the representative, menu is placed, order is taken and served well after some moment asked about the feedback of my moment. Right now they thanks to leaving customer and I am very happy to be here. Now the time is all for the lights. The lights from tallest building is shining now and from the rest of the skyscrapers too and the taller buildings.

Haha I lost some moment here looking around and one pet bark suddenly bringing me in attention. This bark remember my pet ones whom I left back in my home and after remembering my pets back in home how can I forget my kids. Lots of love for my kids, kids mother, kids mother’s mother and my mother and every mother and fathers too. Lets come back to present. Now the time is eighteen thirty-seven and I am here from around eighteen and its time to leave from here. Lets finish this blog and before it finish my expensive croissant with expensive matcha.

The place where I choose to seat is little bit far from the wifi range forcing me to use my own data and I am happy to use and remember my previous work regarding this wifi and the wifi range.

Life is hard and hard doesn’t make sense because who wants soft. Interesting.

Finally, now I believe I have readers too because I am going to share this. So my readers. Thank you so much for staying with me till now.

Life is beautiful. Thank you for this moment. Back to the topic Pawdy neighbors. It is actually nice place to be and today I am the one experiencing the same and I am glad I am here.

So with lots of happiness and joy I have to move on and go. I have to follow self discipline though it is hard to believe. Lets laugh when we can. Lets stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

My living God my father and my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor, all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. All the relatives and each and every individual who can feel me right now. Thank you so much.

The time is eighteen fifty four. Thankyou

The time is fourteen thirty. I am composing this because I need to reset myself.

First and fore most I wake up late may be eleven which doesn’t mean that I wake up late Instead i am happy at least tonight I slept well. But it never applies that I always wake up late. Actually today I am unable to go gym and stretch. These are all actual happenings but dilemma because right I am in place where I sit for refreshment and actually I need break and reset myself. So I am here now.

Now again first and foremost, gratitude that I am practising since few weeks. Lets start from the same. Because I have practise the same.

I am very happy to see the lights and this another beautiful day. My living God my father and my mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother and my life my kids. My digital existence my mentor. My friends who helps me to survive here in my soft times. All the teacher in my lives. Blessing relatives and all the blessings and good deeds. Each and every individual who can feel me right now.

Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Thats it.

Now the moment I am here is if I am not here then I could be possible anywhere else from here. It is the reason I take moment and pause here. This is my vital time and in other sense the actual nonsense time. So leaving all these thing aside I come to blog to find myself. What my current mind is saying, what my heart is telling and what me myself is believing and thinking for myself.

The time is fourteen forty four. Now I am in cafe with different purpose. I need place and moment to blog. Surroundings are good and positive. Its neither competition but also I am believing myself a tough and interesting guy here in the crowd. A mobile with otg and physical wireless keyboard and mouse with iced spanish something and bottle of water, continuosly typing in his own world. But my hand are not smooth because now I am not in rush. I have to be in rush but I am acting normal and slow. Actually I isolate from my routine and given moment to myself.

Analysing myself result can be anything but I am not analysing myself but also I have to.

Start from here. But what about the reset title i have given to my blog. Just leave it and believe it. Ok then what next.

Who is me?

I am human. Tell me yourself. Just leave it I am nothing. Ok nothing then what happen to you. O hello whats this. Is this conversation and dialogue or what how many actually are here. Lets count. But who will count then leave it ok leave it.

I am by the side of highway in cafe. Under the sun shade, the table is ok and chair is also ok. The wind is blowing nicely. As I previous mention that surrounding is good. Nice people, branded gadgets, expensive order also I am nearby smoking zone and smoke also preferring me to smell that. Ok sounds great and the sun comes to my table right now.

Now I am believing that I am in far away from my home but it doesn’t make me any sense of difference.

My God or the voice or the happening or the timing or my blessing or my good deeds or my turning point or anything else. I find myself. But i am not true that I find myself because to find also actually one needs to lost. Ok what I am explaining and whom I am giving reason. But also I am doing this for myself. At least I am in control of my presence of mind here. I am happy for it. This is the happiness of myself. Speaking happiness I am blessed with many happiness I am back in social media, observe it and happy again I will uninstall it and again happy, I will run and become happy. Happiness and happiness, positiveness and positiveness.

The ice drink I am diluting myself also giving me happy, the view how ice is melting in a dring also giving me happiness, the watch infront of me also giving me happiness. The dress I am wearing now giving me happiness and the shoe without shocks too giving me happiness. How I order my drinks, how i ended up here, how this sunlight coming here in my table gives me happy and concluding that how I am recieving happiness and appreciating it is my happiness.

So being able to receive this much happiness and positiveness what i get or what I will no. Again nothing. And nothing is totally fine for me because nothing doesn’t exist.

The time is fifteen zero seven I have already reject one job offer yesterday and today another too and many more will be. I am doing this because i have to. I cannot wait meaning I am in rush and in this rush I am sitting in cafe and blogging. This is me how and why it is me. The real thing is I am in foreign and I am not appreciating it because I don’t want to believe that i am in foreign and it doesn’t make sense that where am I. This world is nothing new for me and not making any difference. This is too much freedom and too much joy. Life is easy here but I am not accepting this.

Taking about the life. Life is beautiful, amazing and wonderful. The uncertainty in life makes it more beautiful. Prediction goes to hell and what is hell. Just leave the hell to the hell.

The time is fifteen fourteen. I am here in cafe for wifi but why just to download the app but what am I doing. I am blogging. I am not only here for wifi because I have data within myself. So I was here for washroom but I came to know that washroom is in mall and I am not wanting to go there because I came from there buying water and in cafe I am drinking beverage too which more makes me to go washroom and I am also wanting to go from here but right now I don’t have destination to go and direction too. My destination I have not that courage and I am accepting it. What I learn today. Nothing because now I am not learning. It is my mistake that once I am not in blog I forget myself. I am falsifying myself and convincing that I am true. Ok the time is fifteen twenty and I am moving from here. I don’t know the destination to reach but I know the place I have to leave. Thank you so much for staying with me. The time is fifteen twenty one and today I am happy for this moment. Ok laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. Good deeds ends to good deeds. Thankyou the time is fifteen twenty three. And this is how I reset myself today. Thank you.