Why I cannot return?

I am very happy to come back to my blog after some break. My break is good and I am enjoying. Now also I am listening music and blogging. The time is nineteen thirty-nine. As usual my title and content may not match but who cares and for me I am not caring.

Going straight back to the topic that why I cannot return? This is my first question in my blog and this is my achievement. In this learnign journey I am questioning myself. I am the responsible for myself. Now I am listening song in my ear piece and this is influencing to my blog and the content I am writing. I am keeping this off too and I notice even I off this music I am listening other music from my colleague actually room mate and so I put ear piece again and start blogging. No matter how hard and how challenging it is. The habit is habit. Hence, gratitude first.

I am very happy to see this another day and light. Life is beautiful and wonderful. I am enjoying my life. I am with myself. I am learning, improving. It is me why and how it is me.

My living God my father, my mother, my father in law and my mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor, my digital creator. My friend in need friend indeed. All the teachers in my life. My relatives, friends and future friends. Each and every one who can feel me right now. Thank you very much. Life is beautiful. Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.

This is my learning journey. Listening to own mind and heart. Now I am listening song and being distracted but also I am happy in this way. After all music comes in my life after long time. It is me giving trouble to myself but also whatever past it past and I am happy. Now I know to say NO and this is also my achievement. An achievement for now. And still I have more to achieve. I am nothing. I am learning and I am student. This is happy moment.

I am doing blogging to be with me and myself. Now It is changing and I am happy for changing. Now I am taking more responsibility than previous and it should be and not be also. Always more is not good. So lets leave this topic here and start.

If I am not here then I am everywhere else. And as per the title I cannot return because now I am far from where I cannot return. I am enjoying every harden and toughen of my way and I am being happy. This is why I am not returning. In other sense I am with myself. The more I am with my brain and mind far from my heart. Now what is this psychology and philosophy.

What am I going to write and what am I writing. Any way this is life and life is beautiful in this same way. I am thinking and lost in thinking and I enjoy. I think when it is not needed and I act too quickly when needs to think so when I gets time I visualize so that when I have to act I act accordingly nicely and well. This is me and whom I am explaining I even don’t know but enjoying the most.

Now when I am lost.Then the time is twenty zero one. Now I have new routine and task to do. In actual work is not hard for me. I am the one responsible for all of it and I am enjoying more and more.

Now I am in certain point if I looks me but why I have to look me. So it is the reason I am not returning. Returning where? Lets find out.

I am the one making my life complex and I am enjoying this because it is me and if I am not making my life complex then I am making nothing and something is better than nothing which is not true though.

Human intelligence is far better and uncomparable to artificial intelligence and why I am saying is that it is my current thought and I am recording it or trying to record it. I know it cannot be recorded so till now I cannot record and the day I know it is possible and how it is possible then that day is another day. The day of success or achievement and it is not necessary that my success is everyone success and the reverse is also true and I am not being that much rude so here positivity is needed and after thinking positive all vanish in a clik so I am staying positive and my limit is limitless and I am believing it.

Now I am blogging to get some time for my mind. Today is different, already my mind is listening song and also I am doing blogging and I am not stopping either one so it is the reason I am not returning.

In other word I am not returning indicates that I am not changing my way of myself which is not true itself too since I am trying to change every possible moment with my presence of mind. I am using my mind and brain though people don’t need and what people think is not my responsibility. But this is not me. If here is people then I have to think about the people because I am human and socialism too. So taking responsibility is also me.Hence, I am happy with taking responsibility and being happy. Why human intelligence is great because human nature is great that human can change and divert at any moment this uncertainty is beautiful.

Now expressing all the things in same blog is good for me. I know blog is not for me and I am not doing anything that is good for me so this is the best platform till my knowing. From my imagination this is nothing and I am doing nothing of my imagination so here I am where I deserve the most and I am happy. Happiness is also emotion. I know it is also disturbing and soon I will leave this also but what I tell I won’t do and what I do I won’t tell this describe me most and I won’t be bound with this principle too because I am not man of principle and if yes also then I am changing and updating.

The thing is that I am free now but also I am not free. I am talking about my work life and expressing this I want to talk about who is separating this life into or distinguished into different and why, how, where. So where I am. I think lost. Then no problem. This is only my thought. Don’t worry you are safe.

Back to the life. Life is beautiful. I am freeing my life. I am not thinking the small or who make this small and big too. I am not thinking the one thing I am thinking other thing. So saying one thing and another thing isn’t this is confusing may be it is the reason we need to say small and big, near and far, tall and short, and many others. So my question is answer and my answer is question. Then what is difference.

Again the time is twenty twenty eight. I am sleeping now for waking up tomorrow early. And I am typing it means I am not sleeping, also I am not alone in my room. My room mates are eating. So these are all the distractions. The easy thing is that till I have seen my goal I am not seeing any obstacle and the hard thing is also same. The same thing is that what is goal and I am not knowing goal. It is because there is goal, aim, target, purpose and many more. So just believing myself right now.

Laugh when you can. Stay positive. There is nothing difference in positive and the other one. It is just in one blink we become positive and everything seems good and positive. Positive doesn’t equals to good and good for me doesn’t equal to good for else than me. So this is life and life is in its own way.

Stay positive. Serve humanity and spread happiness. The time is twenty thirty four. Thank you.