Something Concerning is being in life that makes me to come back and compells me to be here.
I am far from what am I supposed to be. I am not able to express my happiness though I serving humanity and spreading happiness is my motto.
Now I am fat, lazy. I appears after so much time.
Now my company comes to an end. I got ultimate time and notice to search and change the company. I just got my previous month salary and will get this month salary and thats it. As per them my accomodation is upto for this month. I have to be on my own after this month. Am I ready for the situation? This is question for me and it is not only the question. Its a clearly statement that I have to be.
The other alternative is so easy just to return the country and hence I am not ready for this too.
I had time to think and act which I didn’t. This is also the time for the goodness and I am trying for it.
What i thought previous is that I will find another job and shift from here. My priority should be on the license which I couldn’t rest is the distraction. A good distraction. A license for the skill.
The fear scneario in my mind is disturbing me. Whether I have to leave this country or live here.
Now I have time for this month to search the job. Plus point I am getting paid even i wouldn’t work and the negative are now the jobs are narrowing. Hotels are being affected from the regional conflict. Logistics like my comapany forced to close. Thinking positive the situation must be normal. The counting is on my new passport that i had renewned recently and on the process. For shifting job which are the area am I looking is also chaos or undetermined.
The job insecurity notice had been announced yesterday. one day ago. The regional conflict was arised 17 days ago.
These scenario reminds me past a time where my father lost his job and position and have to return back home in short period of time with nothing in hand. Once I left my country I am understanding the world and the things which i would never if I am not.
Whatever in life its the part of life and should i be the happy for it.
Realizing it. My living God my Father, my Mother, my father in law and mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. My friends indeed. Each and everyone able to feel me. Laugh when you can. Think positive. Serve humanity and spread happiness. Life is so beautiful. The unconditional things is so beautiful of the life.
The time is nine o clock of night. I am very happy to be with me syncronizing my hand and mind with presence of mind.
Thank you.
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