The time is two forty pm. I am sitting in flowershop utililizing the leisure time reflects myself.
First and foremost thank you for the day and moment of present in my life. My living God my Father, my Mother, my Father in law and my Mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed. My brother and sister since they are aiding me too much during my hard times. Each and every one able to feel me. Laugh when you can. Think positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity.
The time is two forty four pm. I am typing at the same time I am listening song through my wireless buds.
Since these days many things are happening and this is as normal because time and tides waits for noone.
Thinking the hard time I cannot express and for the soft times it goes too fast. Experience is the life and so do I am doing. I am learning. Practicing to live in the present moment. Tries to invest even little time for self reflect. Looking the reality in the present.
The scenerio is not normal and we are facing the hard times. Fear of job and life insecurity. I realize it is happening since every stage of life. As the ups and down for the life.
I had’t good sleep at night but it reflects me the exact time before how I changed my job and the struggle I had faced then. Now I am happy for it.
Now I have to choose one career and one line out of the two careers and two ways. I am still poor in selection and it is me how and why is me. I fear to choose for the future. I not happens what I plan then again same pinch. Hence expection hurts. Then what about the try even single bits. Belief and consistency.
The time is two fifty two. At least I am happy now at the present. I am not calm but have to, since is the best or the right now option.
The feeling of happiness may be of my child being with of her grand parents and the little confusion may be for the sorrows my wife facing absence of her child for some moment.
The other is that my mother’s sister is going back home. My best wishes for her and always blessings of her upon me and mines.
Of course uncertainty is there. Sorrows are there. How I am facing right now is interesting. Is this the good feeling that I am back on my sense or am I typing or clearly I can see, or whatsoever…… I am certainly distracted with the phone call of my HR or I mean I am pause from my these topic.
But also I laughed. The thing is my HR wants me to sign the cancel paper so do I too eargly but the terms and conditions are too much as per their wishes and they are too right. They wants me to sign the Full and final settlement paper then they release my salary. Once mine account credited I have to sign and all these things takes minimum whole two days. The time usually takes for my salary credit is two days. Lets see about these transaction because every transactions depends.
What I offer is thet If you release my full and final settlement today without my sign because now I am convinced and also I am sorry because my owner call me and talk reality and sort the issue fast. So for their reference I can sign digitally or in pdf, or else I have hard copy with me. I will sign and send them picture now for the reference and I give that original paper them tomorrow physically and safely with confedentially and in addition tomorrow I will sign the cancelation paper too at once so it will be early. But they won’t aggree and thanks for them and thanks for me for my story. Now I plan to go tomorrow and sign the full and final settlement and after getting sms of my salary credit I will sign the cancelation and then only I dismiss or complete my complaint.
Actually the plus point on this is I am actually buying my time. The cons is it delays my own cancelation and release. Also my offer letter from other company is waiting my cancelation or being delay.
Whatever happens in life may have some reasons and I am happy for it. The time is three fourteen pm. It is only me who drives me and thinks me. I am the one at the driver seat of mine.
I have offer letter from one company, I am working to another company and I am still in the third company. I work, I sleep and I have to go are separate. I am enjoying the moment of life.
Once againg Laugh when you can. Stay positive. Spread happiness and serve humanity. My living God my father, my Mother, my Father in law and my mother in law. My completeness my wife. My supporter my brother. My life my kids. My mentor and all the teachers in my life. Friends indeed. My brother and sister aiding me most. Eeach and every one able to feel me. Thank you for the most and thanking for my ownself. I am happy. I stayed positive. I am the one living in my present.
Thank you the time is three nineteen pm.
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