Hello there! Hope you find well yourself. I would like to welcome to my blog. My blog is totally learnig journey, In this journey I am finding and realizing myself well. I am being more stable blog my blog. My thought process is increasing and being clear. This moment this time with full sense and with complete presence of my mind I am choosing this topic and the title name “Wife”. Before expressing and writing something on it I am thankful to see this beautiful day. I am thankful for my parents, mentor, teacher and everybody and everythings.
Wife is wife. Yeah serious wife is wife and I am again saying that wife is wife. And also wife is not only wife. yeah seriously wife is not only wife and I am again saying that wife is not only wife.
This is why because wife is so powerful and meaningful. I am not reducing its value by explaining. Wife is more feelings, worthy experience and life itself.
I am not the right person for writing any word about wife. The first topic I am going to write with my presence of mind is so much huge that I am feeling right now that I am lifting this universe in my brain. Yeah it should be felt like this because wife is universe itself.
Today I am not going so much deep in this topic. I need more courage and skill for it and the moment I realize that why I need courage and skill why I have to get skill for sharing my feelings and expressing my thought. And also at this time where my viewer is only me myself. Just express what is wife and tell more about this topic. This is the line I want to tell myself from mine. All of the previous topic I am simply expressing but why not now. My inner heart says for myself. And this is wife.
Actually I have habit to search the difficult word in dictionary at the very early moment, in my student life then yeah also ask to teacher and later moment I can search in web then nowadays we can google it. But wife is not just a word to search either of this things. The only thing I can listen and get the true meaning is my own heart. From my heart wife is my own heart. Now the question I would like to ask myself is this because of my married condition. My answer is no. The belief of wife is constant since my childhood to till now. I am still somehow getting relief.
Now, Wife actually is mother for me because my father’s wife is mother and wife actually is mother for my child because my wife is mother of my child.
In my previous blog I dare to compare father and mother and my result is always mother no matter how many times i ask myself. Why I am remembering this is because this is the life I am always escaping and wandering from here and there. Now from where mother and wife comparison start. This is my life and heaviness. This is the thing I am failure to make understand them. This is where I fails and now I am taking my responsibility. I am the one supporting myself and both of us together ( my mind and my body) supports my wife and my mother.
Look for me mother and wife are my lives. This question already arises in my mind before my marriage and at that time my answer is mother because I am not marrying any one to that time and now if the question is now. then my answer is nobody is going to ask this question because this is the life situation of mine and the answer is what I am currently doing. I neither listen my mother nor my wife. But it is not true well. Analysing myself well I listen to mother at a time and also wife at a another time but also the thing is when I listen to mother I am hearing all about the wife and when i listen to wife I am hearing all about the mother. This is life what life is. The one only responsible for myself should be me. I am the one responsible for my wife and my mother no matter how hard it is. I am happy to realize it on time. Now when I am going to implement it practically this is the same problem. Lets have it and procrastinate some of the things.
This is me and my life. This blog also doesn’t meet the title and the content but what meets is I am feeling lighter less. And again Do I am feeling good by talking about my wife and mother in publicly then again mind gets heavier. Then what is the key point of this expression. What is the lesson I am giving to the world and how my blog benefits the viewer and reader. Then null. Life stuck there from where it start.
Now where am I is this blog is about wife and as earyly mention wife is wife.. and wife is not only wife… This is the reason why this topic is so much huge or in other words I am the one making it huge. Now be positive and think positive. Spread happiness and humanity.
Then here it is.
For me wife is my life. Before marriage wife is my dream and after marriage wife is my dream comes true. then again wife is my life till my existence. My wife is within myself at every moment in my life. My wife is in my thought, breathe. My wife is my happiness. My wife is my strength.
These words are so delicious but I am not the one who make her realize it. I always fail to make her felt like the same way I am feeling now. This is the thing I am realizing now in this my learning journey.
Now what next. nothing speech less and pause moment. I am missing my wife.
The next thing, The time is sixteen forty two. this is the present moment of my blogging. Blogging is helping me to express my feelings and helps me feel lighter and lighter. I am spreading happiness through my blog and the first person to be happy before spreading other is me myself. So the topic wife, bye bye see you next time. Thank you for staying with this learning journey. Please be happy and stay positive. Laugh when you can.