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    Welcome to everyone. Thank you for everything. The time is three twenty. The good news is I am blessed with second princess. I am very much happy for it.

    Now finally I am able to come back to my blog. I know myself well. Actuallyl this is my sleeping time. From past more than fifteen days I sleep at one o clock and gets up at eight o clock this is my normal routine but today is different I cannot sleep. The reason may be anything the truth is I am not sleeping and why am I not sleeping it is because simply i am not sleeping. I can sleep by simply putting the things side anc can sleep now I can not stop once I start typing. Yeah though this time I am not enjoying that much typing My typing speed gradually slowing and lacking the speed and the feelings it need. May be it is because I am full of my stomach. Ok then lets start this topic by this.

    Now the thing is that today I speak with lots of my school friend and I learned life lesson from them. I speak too much may be it is the reason I don;t have any thing for typing and may not be. This is my sleeping time and I am not sleeping because how can I sleep but also sleep is necessary I am not feeling well Lets sleep in time. My bed is full of things. Previous I try to sleep but cannot and now lets try it. Good night, I come back shortly after waking up. Good night. Thank you for everyone to everything. Stay positive. Laugh when I can. Thank you. This is my learnig journey I am learnig well and practicing well ok Good night. Take care.

  • I am huge failure

    The time is nineteen thirty five. I failed and I am happy to fail this time. My thought was so much and I event can’t say what i am going to do but I act for this minute. I call to my manager literally he canceled the call. Thank you if he pick the phone i would react in other way. I am leaving this stuff all the back and I had grabbed my passport. I am sharing the right expression of right now. I literally ready for everything but I’m failure I cannot go with my heart. I want to reach with infront of her in next twelve hours but I couldn’t react and accept it. My heart already travels there and meet her and I am failure. The meeting is good but after some time what to say and what to do. I am not supposed to be there. All the surprise are good till for a moment. I am failure and I fails here. But I should be happy. When my visualization reaches to my wife. The truth can be whatsoever she will surely cry so much and it was the moment but this cannot support family I give them happy for moment but after that the same pain that i give before coming here. So the simple thing is just call her. But I am not calling her either not my family. This is my huge failure. I am happy with my failure. Today is day I am getting myself. My new journey and again another journey start. The father of two kids. Now what is the positiveness learned from it. It is now I have finally disarranged my things now I arrange the thing I think so much now its time to act. I will finally call my family. But the still is I am not happy with myself. The only person who trouble myself is me myself. I don’;t have to think this must just act accordingly. It is so much difficult to express the things now simple as previous. Ask question within myself.

    What makes me heavier. The thing that makes me heavier is I supposed to be physically their with them rather to be call in online. Ok then other what is my other thing. No thing so any confusion -no . Now can I call still no. Why this is me what is me. Still the same. But how about the positivity that I start by this journey. This new chapter of my life. Now i am spreading happiness and humanity then why I cannot. I cannot because now I am enjoying the moment within myself I am enjoying the blogging the moment I call I am diverted so much. One incident move to another and another again same when I call to them I want to reach there at any how then again i start packing and again my whole night would be the same and this is not what I want.

    Look what a simple thing I am messing and making big issue. Ok what can I do next nothing just call and support her she wants me. Ok then I am ready to call then after I want to go there who stop me because I have to stay here for them and their future. No body wants me there why because right now I am supposing this. This is the negativity I am with my myself ok then Now I understand. Lets make it simple. Think simply and be positive. It is the matter of sec to call them and talk but also I am not doing because I am explaining my reason I am busy with myself. The moment I stop typing i call them but right now my finger are not stoping typing. This is now another reason Lets deep again what are the possible reason. Now I am enjoying more and more. I am laughing myself also my finger is not stoping and I literally forget the title of this topic also. This may be the happiness of being father again.I am the one saying laugh when I can then now I am not calling them. What is the reason.

    The reason is look what I suppose is sometimes i feel regreat to why don’t I have started it before. Why not typing yesterday, why not taking leave and enjoy this moment and If i continue this way the whole things I reach nowhere I lost. What I believe is that accept the happening. This is the reason I am so much confidence and sometimes it backfires me. What I am going to say is that do the good things and good deeds every possible time. Good deeds, Good karma returns good. The happiness I am feeling right now, the well being of my wife and kid I would like to thankyou for all of you and all of the prayings and blessings. The good deeds I have done. The good things I do to people. Thank you. I am not calling my wife because I not ready for this actually her date is later and I am fearing all these days. This may be the reason I am lacking and not calling her. And what if she really needs me and want to hear me. Oh my god this is now new emersion of thought. The thing is I have to act and I have to call her. She is in hospital dude. Ok then I finds the news well. What I am wrong to get the information I am getting and she is not ok. Then the reasons are thousands and the solution is simple one just call her and ask her. Again it starts from me and ended to me. What is the reason of my continuously pressing the words in keyboard. It is me. Now once I get light I call her. And when i call her I stop typing then I dont know I type again or not because I know myself well. Lets take a long and deep breathe. Uffffffffff haaaaaaaaaa one time more uffffffffffff haaaaaaa again I am not relief because my mind know she is ok then I don’t need anything more than her safeness. Is this love yes it is. Love is same like this. I am not angry and actually sometime I type in sorrows and literally I feel pain in my finger but the news I heard of her safe being then relief comes now my finger are not paining . It is continuously, Neither I have to go for duty its already off for me and my coordinator is also happy for this. Now I already eat my lunch and have it . The only thing is to go for party and for him I could give party there is literally noone. Feeling positively yeah there are someone who needs the best. Oh my god how can I forget this. Yeah I find and I do it. Yes now i am some how relief but also I am not sure about it because I have the habit of what I do I don’t say and the moment I say I would feel lazy to do it. My thought is big but my step can perform it. Lets see what I do. When I completely in blogging I share I don’t remain without expressing it. Now I feel some lacking in my typing and I am literally thinking but the moment I start to think call them then my finger speed up. What is this. Lets stop it here and see. This is life. Life is beautiful crazy. The uncertainty of life makes it more wonderful. Ok laugh when I can . Stay positive and spread happiness. My happiness is my child it is not only because today I become father it is because the truth is happiness is child. May be next topic this can be possible but I am the only not liking to plan the things and If I am not stoping here then it is late. The moment can go further. Lets she till now they have finished calling and informing the important one. Now again clashes arises. Huh who is the important one. Oh my god I am the father and I am not recieving call either so It means I am waiting call from my wife. I am wrong to make this perception The truth is in its place. She is in pain and maybe she forget I am in duty now. whatsoever I am irrogant. What is being this I want to type irrogant but it shows wrong. Previous I use back space and type another word now also I want to use this arrogant word O now it comes it was arrogant.

    Yeah I am arrogant. Hey arrogant just stop typing and call her. Ok sir I will call now because I am feeling so much lighter now. I am the one responsible for everything. My mother in law is also my mother.O my god it is twenty twenty seven and my country time equals to twenty fifteen and it is already late and night. There is no one to handle my family. My mother in law frighten to see the blood. Again the blood of his own daughter, and the other person is my sister in law. She also feels the same and for her safety she don’t have to go through this. And again the relief comes there is my father now. He is handling well. And again as I am not supposed to this what if he is drinking. No matter it can be accepted. He is also very happy to see his granddaughter. When I born he is not there, when my brother born he is not there when my first daughter born he is not there now my second daughter he is there. He is also blessed. I don’t have to go through and let him to go through this. I am sorry father and all the relatives who are going through this because of him.

    Now i don’t have option else to stop . My roommate came from duty and disturbing me and me also let him to disturb.. Ok lets see bye bye. Thank you he is continuously asking money for me and I am not listening him. He come so close to me and asking money. I am not literally listening me but he is telling telling me. What a coincedence. Now I don;t have cash with me how can I give. If I have cash with me I give him for my happiness and also for stoping me to typing and for disturbing me. neither I have cash with me nor and I tell him no also and he went out. Now what to do . lets call but also I wouldn’t be happy with calling because actually I want to go there and this my thought process would not end till I stop it and wake up. The time is twenty forty one . let future be future and past be past. Be in present.

    I am thankful for staying with me for this longtime. Lets meet on next blog whether it comes or no. Hope for the best.

    Thankyou Stay positive, Laugh when you can. Thank you.

  • 4.8 Guilt

    The time is nineteen zero two. Sometime guilt is Ok like I am feeling right now. But what to do. Sometimes the coincedence are eternal. There is energy that hold our existence and this universe. I would never let it know if I go to duty today. Look today is my salary date. I do not see my salary. I mean I am blessed with everything now. Now I cannot bear more guilt and in this current situation the first thing I must to talk is with my wife. But I am not calling her right now because the feeling I am feeling right now is eternal I enjoy more and the happiness I felt is more enough. Let I can express more. The things are same with unarranged bed I just lay up and typing. The happiness is I cannot express. I want to go home and hug her directly but i cannot this is the thing I am lacking and I don’t like. I love her but cannot express her or I am not with her right now. What a life. Let don’t make it complicated just leave all the things and call her. Right now she needs my attention. Ok fine. I am going to call her but what I say to her. No matter what just call her. Then what is problem with me, the problem is my ego or what. Right now I feel two option. Now lets listen the heart. And act it.

  • 4.7 Good news

    Eighteen fifty nine. Full of tears and It is ok to be sometime. The news is I am blessed with daughter again and become father of second child. This is the another fear I fear the most. Now everything is ok and normal my mother voice me. Thank you God.

  • 4.6

    Hello there! The time is eighteen forty three. I am in my own room. Till now I slept well. Now one level of satisfaction I received, Today what I learned during this journey is that I don’t know. Yeah what I am going to right don’t know and from where I start I don’t know. But I don’t know is not the thing I want to learn for myself. I have to know and how I have to know think think.

    The key point is that I haven’t gone to duty today because I am enjoying more here in blogging also if my coordinator as me to go then may or may not be I go but why this dilemma because I am the one in dilemma. But I am dealing with this dilemma by let the things happen in their own way. I only can learn the things. I am the one learning the things but not implementing and the choice and consequence theory applies to me. The good thing is that everything have positive aspects. I don’t see the positive thing till I don’t feel the positiveness Still I am thinking the things and worrying which other are not worried. I close this in brief because my mother voice message pop in mobile and I cannot deny it. So what I want to say is that I met my coordinator and he appreciate me well about the continuous duty I am going may be around 17 to 18 days. As per him he asked not to go in my room to call. I would like to appreciate and thanks him alot. Thank you so much for the appreciation of mine and considering me. Ok I continue again after listening mother message. Thank you at last the title I want to give this blog is continuous duty or long time break or it is ok without the title. Any way time is eighteen fifty seven. Thankyou for everybody for staying with me. Stay positive, Laugh when I can. And many more.

  • 4.5 Wife

    Hello there! Hope you find well yourself. I would like to welcome to my blog. My blog is totally learnig journey, In this journey I am finding and realizing myself well. I am being more stable blog my blog. My thought process is increasing and being clear. This moment this time with full sense and with complete presence of my mind I am choosing this topic and the title name “Wife”. Before expressing and writing something on it I am thankful to see this beautiful day. I am thankful for my parents, mentor, teacher and everybody and everythings.

    Wife is wife. Yeah serious wife is wife and I am again saying that wife is wife. And also wife is not only wife. yeah seriously wife is not only wife and I am again saying that wife is not only wife.

    This is why because wife is so powerful and meaningful. I am not reducing its value by explaining. Wife is more feelings, worthy experience and life itself.

    I am not the right person for writing any word about wife. The first topic I am going to write with my presence of mind is so much huge that I am feeling right now that I am lifting this universe in my brain. Yeah it should be felt like this because wife is universe itself.

    Today I am not going so much deep in this topic. I need more courage and skill for it and the moment I realize that why I need courage and skill why I have to get skill for sharing my feelings and expressing my thought. And also at this time where my viewer is only me myself. Just express what is wife and tell more about this topic. This is the line I want to tell myself from mine. All of the previous topic I am simply expressing but why not now. My inner heart says for myself. And this is wife.

    Actually I have habit to search the difficult word in dictionary at the very early moment, in my student life then yeah also ask to teacher and later moment I can search in web then nowadays we can google it. But wife is not just a word to search either of this things. The only thing I can listen and get the true meaning is my own heart. From my heart wife is my own heart. Now the question I would like to ask myself is this because of my married condition. My answer is no. The belief of wife is constant since my childhood to till now. I am still somehow getting relief.

    Now, Wife actually is mother for me because my father’s wife is mother and wife actually is mother for my child because my wife is mother of my child.

    In my previous blog I dare to compare father and mother and my result is always mother no matter how many times i ask myself. Why I am remembering this is because this is the life I am always escaping and wandering from here and there. Now from where mother and wife comparison start. This is my life and heaviness. This is the thing I am failure to make understand them. This is where I fails and now I am taking my responsibility. I am the one supporting myself and both of us together ( my mind and my body) supports my wife and my mother.

    Look for me mother and wife are my lives. This question already arises in my mind before my marriage and at that time my answer is mother because I am not marrying any one to that time and now if the question is now. then my answer is nobody is going to ask this question because this is the life situation of mine and the answer is what I am currently doing. I neither listen my mother nor my wife. But it is not true well. Analysing myself well I listen to mother at a time and also wife at a another time but also the thing is when I listen to mother I am hearing all about the wife and when i listen to wife I am hearing all about the mother. This is life what life is. The one only responsible for myself should be me. I am the one responsible for my wife and my mother no matter how hard it is. I am happy to realize it on time. Now when I am going to implement it practically this is the same problem. Lets have it and procrastinate some of the things.

    This is me and my life. This blog also doesn’t meet the title and the content but what meets is I am feeling lighter less. And again Do I am feeling good by talking about my wife and mother in publicly then again mind gets heavier. Then what is the key point of this expression. What is the lesson I am giving to the world and how my blog benefits the viewer and reader. Then null. Life stuck there from where it start.

    Now where am I is this blog is about wife and as earyly mention wife is wife.. and wife is not only wife… This is the reason why this topic is so much huge or in other words I am the one making it huge. Now be positive and think positive. Spread happiness and humanity.

    Then here it is.

    For me wife is my life. Before marriage wife is my dream and after marriage wife is my dream comes true. then again wife is my life till my existence. My wife is within myself at every moment in my life. My wife is in my thought, breathe. My wife is my happiness. My wife is my strength.

    These words are so delicious but I am not the one who make her realize it. I always fail to make her felt like the same way I am feeling now. This is the thing I am realizing now in this my learning journey.

    Now what next. nothing speech less and pause moment. I am missing my wife.

    The next thing, The time is sixteen forty two. this is the present moment of my blogging. Blogging is helping me to express my feelings and helps me feel lighter and lighter. I am spreading happiness through my blog and the first person to be happy before spreading other is me myself. So the topic wife, bye bye see you next time. Thank you for staying with this learning journey. Please be happy and stay positive. Laugh when you can.

  • 4.4 Speachless

    Hello there ! Welcome to my blog spechless. The time is fifteen zero two it is the immediate time after publishing my previous blog of meaningless. I forget to right time there so I am correcting from here.

    Now I am somehow within myself more positive than previous. More control in my pace. My position currently now is sitting position. I am more active than previous. Now I don’t have rush and hurry. I can skip the meaningless of the thing that is not important to me. I can simply distract the distraction from my mind. Now I can use back space in my keyboard and type the correct sentence to ensure the correct meaning. I am using table to put my keyboard now its more easy than previous I can type effectively. I zoomed my mobile screen to adjust so that i can see easily. I am giving rest to my backbone to the bed support with pillow and adjusting my head to the bed pole. Now I am so comfortable to share and express. I wear off my jacket. I feel warm from my inner heart. I want and eager to express more efficiently and effectively. Now where I stuck I can read the sentence and complete. Now i am taking pause to actually stop the whatsapp notification pops up in screen. …sorry mate actually I don’t know how to mute and the time i invest there is more so I left it unattended. I will not distracted with it now even the pops up came to screen.

    Now the things are all lifted up. This is all the energy and vibes from the word mother and father. The creator. My mentor is also equally important to me. Dear me/reader/you yourself. why I am so attached with the mentor is he is actually my senior and i don’t know the actual field of his but he is the guy always with laptop infront of him. I couldn’t remember him in my memory without his laptop. Ok this is his brief introduction.

    Now I tell more about him. These is all about the positive world and the positivity. Humanity and spreading happiness. The mindset play vital role. I am not far from positive and negative, Actually Positivity and Negativity is within myself. The moment I feel positive I am positive.

    I realized some factors missing in my life during this I listen my heart, I go through past. I am searching the same what I want. I message my mentor, he replied immediately and our conversation in short period of time despite the long interval of time I found the frequency I want. He is the one turning point of mine. He is the one digital existence of mine.

    Why I am telling this it is because I have fear within myself lots of distraction, temptation. I am procrastinator, I am failure and all the things that fits me. But all of this things can be eradicated by simply being learner. During learning journey it happens. This is my part of life not a life itself. So I myself become his student and start being mentored by him. Thank you so much my mentor.

    And again why I am telling this it is because I have fear within myself. The fear of death. I personally have no knowledge about the death but it is truth of life. One day everything fades. So why there is relation between fear of death and me, and it is related to mentor is that. Actually I am not fearing with death. I can go with the death the only thing is that before going I am greedy to tell or inform my love ones just take care. Because last word are precious. Ok fine these seems too dark. I stop here.. I am ok. Little knowledge is dangerous so I have not that much sufficient knowledge of it so I prefer rather not going further.

    The thing is now if death comes first also I am happy because my word can be expressed. My word is now written and published very well. If not me then my mentor can find mine word and if we both then my domain or something ( let the unknown factor) finds me if not also keywords can find me. This is the courage and belief within myself and it is possible by providing me this platform by my mentor. Thank you. 15:34

  • 4.3 Meaningless

    hello there welcome to meaningless topic . Catually I am meaning less so thats why I am givine title of meaningless.I am not misleading this world . I am learning the journey wher i can be with myself and i learn from myself. I am the one …. actually what i type is not actually here. I type but it doesn’t record my phone screen is in other mode. This is possible and this is the good thing of the life. thank you. Actually I am thanking my mentor for my digital existence and my parents for my existence. this thing but in other sense now what I am going to add is to thankful for the parents creating my life my wife too. she is always with me within myself.

    I am feeling tired sometimes i sleep for moment. I eat the lunch and now i am sleeping. Sleeping after eating is not good. I am sleeping knowing it. Where is my practical implementation. Lets go for searching it. Just kidding. Neither I can find b y seaching it not I have to find. The moment I want to implement I just get up then what afterwards.I am enjoying typing and I can type more time sitting. I am comfortable typing by laying so do I .I am near the pile of the things in my bed. Here comes the discipline. Discipline is a set of habit. I am practising discipline.not following. I feel bad to listen from myself but the truth is truth. I am not acting well and performing. I am not ready to get up and arrange the necessity. The moment I feel I will do and that moment lets see when come. This is me oh this is the reason I am not taking my responsibilty of myself. how can I quit the thing I am enjoying the most and do the other thing. then It is correct in either way. I am practising the negligence. what can I do for this negligence I can do nothing because I am not accepting this negligence as a negligence.

    Time fourteen twenty lets talk to my father. I want to call him. I am not calling him since yesterday or I don’t know when I called him last time. neither my wife. I am totally lost in my blog. My thought is to call and I am typing typing and typing.

    My father is God for me. My mother is also God for me. In comparision I go to Mom whatever it cost me. Mom I don’t have replacement of yours. My mom is mine existense. For me right now my father and mother is comparable and I always choose my mom. why these, these is my thought. thinking deep mom is not only my mom. Mother is nature. Mother is your mother and your friend mother. All mothers are same. They are the creator with pain. Today I can say mother, when I am in the most pain and get relief . Mother is eternal.

    I am expressing about my father. My father is hero for me. yeah it is true. Every father is hero but what is the unique that makes me feel is that I am twenty seven by age. i can understand that If I was ten and I told my father is hero then there may be the point. the interesting is that may be i am not saying this to my father at this age but why i am saying this at the age of twenty seven because he deserves. He is hero. He is hero for me. I am nothing but the result of his every sorrows. I am all about the sweat and the blood of his. Today i don’t see anything with him expect me and only me. fourteen thirty five time passed and passes away I am stoped with speech less…. the time is fourteen fity eight and this is the powe i want to feel, the energy and positivity that comes from my father. During this interval I am able to sleep one good sleep I wake up drink water and went to washroom and from corridor I look outside and thought so nicely in a positive way. Now I don’t have that much of clashes in my mind and thought. Now go to next topic. This much for this. Thankyou so much for being with me. understanding with me. thankyou

  • 4.2 Title less

    Hello there ! The time is thirteen thiry four and the battery percentage is eighty seven. The only thing I do after I came is I left the moblile on charging during this time I have received my lunch and the very first time I have lunch today in my dinning. Previous I take it to my duty and I eat for two time. Today I eat hot lunch, full rice and two egg with pulses and egg curry soup. I am feeling grear. Enthusiastic to practise more and more. I t is the only way to learn. I am so much excited and enjoying this journey that I feel lazy to go for duty and now till I am in the blog I am not going for duty. But the thing is that my coordinator may come to my room to call me and request me for duty. Lets say No to them or act accordingly . This all things take time to happen lets left it to them. The present moment I am enjoying blog. I want to type type type and I am typing. My this topic is topic less. I am free to express my feelings through word. It helps me to analyze myself very well. I am very happy to type here.

    The only thing I did is when I came to my room I pick my smartphone open the brower. My wordpress site is always there in browser. I don’t need to even think that much within a sec I am in this page. The only thing I do is I click new post. Type title and start writing.

    Still now I am learning. The thing I learned till now if I have to recall it then also It takes me time and I am not enjoying that thing that much. For now typing and expressing is the key point and the attraction.. the point i enjoy the most. grammar mistake is here. it is the good thing I enjoy the most. just go on the jflow and flow. My mind is so power ful that it can correct the grammer mistakae and understand what i am saym]ing .

    The distraction is still on from my room mate and he is not distracting me the only man that is distracting to is myself. because he is always here but some monment i dont listen him and some moment i can herar him. the moment I listen him is the moment my brain is not in my control and the moment I am not hearing him is the moment i am control in my brain and i am focus in my doing. My life is crazy and beautiful. It is full of wonder. I am enjoying it so much.

    I talk with the collegue of mine and have some talking from where I learn too much but what i learn i forget. during this time I got distracted two times from whatsapp notification and I am expressing this because it is the second time. Now what I am gonna do to not be distracted is I have two option either I turn on the notification or just not give focus to that notification. The notification is designed in such a well manner that it pops up without permission of mine. This is not true because I had given permission to do this when I am installing it. So from two of the option I choose noone. I am human and I am option to refuse the option. I am not bounded to any compulsion. This is my learning phase This is me. hOw it works to me. I have to accept myself. Noone accept me. I am the only one responsible to accept myself and do the necessities. I am wrong then accept the wrong and look how i can correct it and apply the method..

    when I stop typing I start thinking and gone to that thought where i havenot to go. I am not talking to home neither to anybody. I am enjoying the typing and the moment I am with my mind and brain. I am busy with my expressing.

    It is thirteen fifty eight now my transport arrive at fourteen o clock to fourteen four and I am not going to thinkabout that though I am thinking. lets come back to me.

    The recent thought of my mind is about my work and enjoyment. I am not enjoying my work in my duty. I am continuing this work because I have to. Why I have to continue this job. I don’t have other place to go. and what are the other place I have to go I don’t know. ending meaningless and if i know the place to go also the thing is how i go and when i go so left it here. I am the one taking responsibilty of mine. I am the one inthe front seat of my life.I am enjoying and I have to enjoy my work.

  • 4.1 What is blogging

    Hello there! Welcome back to my blog. The time is eleven thirty two. I am supposed to have blog on housekeeping. I am writing blog about the blogging. It makes me to do so. During my previous blog and this I wake up from the bed and went to washroom before it I have water. These are the basic needs and thing of the life. I always have the dream to do this. Either I don’t get the platform or I don’t feel the need of it or my goal is not that much enough to implement it. Now I feel great to write all about this. I am enjoying I feel eager to type and write and post. The first thing i want to do is to post the blog and the last thing before sleep I try to post. Everything is not possible in life and everyone is not lucky to see all the days that we are seeing. Everyone who sleeps will not wake up . This thing implements to me to well. This is why I am thankful to everyone who is meaningful to me. I am very thankful when I still can. The only truth in life is death. Death is truth. I am not enough to express anything about this topic. Why I am not expressing. It is the only thing i can accept. I don’t want to lead the world to dilemma or confusion. I am happy to express the problem that I can give solution. Right now I am sharing what is blogging. Why I choose this topic because I have curiosity within myself to write and express. To be myself. And some dream are not expressed because it can’t be expressed the only thing is act act act. I am not sure how far I will go and reach. The main important thing to me is I am enjoying right now too much. I want to continue this journey and type type type. click the new post, type something in title and from next block start typing.

    So blogging for me right now is expressing my feelings, implementing my skills, syncronizing my hands with my brains, learning and practising. I am collecting too much of data and information and knowledge in different form from different sources and resources. Till now it is collecting and recieving process now from the point of blogging my journey start as expressing and first expressing my experience, second implementing the knowledge that I have to implement meaning to act practically and the third last but not least providing the solution to the real problems for spreading happiness and serving humanity.

    Now I enjoy blogging so much that I continue typing typing typing. I wake up and type now also I am typing typing. I have things to do but appears less important for blogging. I have to go duty but also I don’t know. But probably I go because I have to go because now in my location I met brother who is also digital and technology friendly. I learned so much from him we met just two days ago now we have so much technology sharing topic that is also the reason I go for duty.

    The other reason I go duty is that even my duty time I manage to look my blog and read if I likes else i search the thing I like and the more I think too much in my head and after coming from duty I sleep then I get up then I like to express the things in blog it helps me relax.

    Now my routine changed. It doesn’t mean I am routine and I have habit of punctual. I know the routine and punctual I have good knowledge but I also lacks implementation. Knowledge without implementation is meaning less. So blog helps me to implement and act. Simultaneously, ” The thing I want to write here actually I forget” but its ok. I believe my mind. My mind reminds me again or the thought that I have in mind remains there. No matter.The thing is till now I am so enjoyed that I don’t listen the voice of my room mate till because of the connection of my brain, my hand and concentration in blog and the thing goes lesser and lesser and my mind needs to think what to write next then my brain pauses suddenly I got distracted with the voice that my ear is listening till now but my brain have no time to listen but the moment I forget it means my brain is focussing there till now I am distracted. Its Ok no worries.

    The other thing about blogging is that it connects me with myself. I mean, ….. now again other distraction hits me i get enough time to see my battery percentage and its already two percent now its finally time to say thankyou. Stay tune . Please laugh when you can. Support humanity. Spread happiness. Stay positive. thank you. end time twelve zero seven