hello there welcome to meaningless topic . Catually I am meaning less so thats why I am givine title of meaningless.I am not misleading this world . I am learning the journey wher i can be with myself and i learn from myself. I am the one …. actually what i type is not actually here. I type but it doesn’t record my phone screen is in other mode. This is possible and this is the good thing of the life. thank you. Actually I am thanking my mentor for my digital existence and my parents for my existence. this thing but in other sense now what I am going to add is to thankful for the parents creating my life my wife too. she is always with me within myself.
I am feeling tired sometimes i sleep for moment. I eat the lunch and now i am sleeping. Sleeping after eating is not good. I am sleeping knowing it. Where is my practical implementation. Lets go for searching it. Just kidding. Neither I can find b y seaching it not I have to find. The moment I want to implement I just get up then what afterwards.I am enjoying typing and I can type more time sitting. I am comfortable typing by laying so do I .I am near the pile of the things in my bed. Here comes the discipline. Discipline is a set of habit. I am practising discipline.not following. I feel bad to listen from myself but the truth is truth. I am not acting well and performing. I am not ready to get up and arrange the necessity. The moment I feel I will do and that moment lets see when come. This is me oh this is the reason I am not taking my responsibilty of myself. how can I quit the thing I am enjoying the most and do the other thing. then It is correct in either way. I am practising the negligence. what can I do for this negligence I can do nothing because I am not accepting this negligence as a negligence.
Time fourteen twenty lets talk to my father. I want to call him. I am not calling him since yesterday or I don’t know when I called him last time. neither my wife. I am totally lost in my blog. My thought is to call and I am typing typing and typing.
My father is God for me. My mother is also God for me. In comparision I go to Mom whatever it cost me. Mom I don’t have replacement of yours. My mom is mine existense. For me right now my father and mother is comparable and I always choose my mom. why these, these is my thought. thinking deep mom is not only my mom. Mother is nature. Mother is your mother and your friend mother. All mothers are same. They are the creator with pain. Today I can say mother, when I am in the most pain and get relief . Mother is eternal.
I am expressing about my father. My father is hero for me. yeah it is true. Every father is hero but what is the unique that makes me feel is that I am twenty seven by age. i can understand that If I was ten and I told my father is hero then there may be the point. the interesting is that may be i am not saying this to my father at this age but why i am saying this at the age of twenty seven because he deserves. He is hero. He is hero for me. I am nothing but the result of his every sorrows. I am all about the sweat and the blood of his. Today i don’t see anything with him expect me and only me. fourteen thirty five time passed and passes away I am stoped with speech less…. the time is fourteen fity eight and this is the powe i want to feel, the energy and positivity that comes from my father. During this interval I am able to sleep one good sleep I wake up drink water and went to washroom and from corridor I look outside and thought so nicely in a positive way. Now I don’t have that much of clashes in my mind and thought. Now go to next topic. This much for this. Thankyou so much for being with me. understanding with me. thankyou
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