The time is nineteen zero two. Sometime guilt is Ok like I am feeling right now. But what to do. Sometimes the coincedence are eternal. There is energy that hold our existence and this universe. I would never let it know if I go to duty today. Look today is my salary date. I do not see my salary. I mean I am blessed with everything now. Now I cannot bear more guilt and in this current situation the first thing I must to talk is with my wife. But I am not calling her right now because the feeling I am feeling right now is eternal I enjoy more and the happiness I felt is more enough. Let I can express more. The things are same with unarranged bed I just lay up and typing. The happiness is I cannot express. I want to go home and hug her directly but i cannot this is the thing I am lacking and I don’t like. I love her but cannot express her or I am not with her right now. What a life. Let don’t make it complicated just leave all the things and call her. Right now she needs my attention. Ok fine. I am going to call her but what I say to her. No matter what just call her. Then what is problem with me, the problem is my ego or what. Right now I feel two option. Now lets listen the heart. And act it.
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