Hello there ! Welcome to my blog spechless. The time is fifteen zero two it is the immediate time after publishing my previous blog of meaningless. I forget to right time there so I am correcting from here.
Now I am somehow within myself more positive than previous. More control in my pace. My position currently now is sitting position. I am more active than previous. Now I don’t have rush and hurry. I can skip the meaningless of the thing that is not important to me. I can simply distract the distraction from my mind. Now I can use back space in my keyboard and type the correct sentence to ensure the correct meaning. I am using table to put my keyboard now its more easy than previous I can type effectively. I zoomed my mobile screen to adjust so that i can see easily. I am giving rest to my backbone to the bed support with pillow and adjusting my head to the bed pole. Now I am so comfortable to share and express. I wear off my jacket. I feel warm from my inner heart. I want and eager to express more efficiently and effectively. Now where I stuck I can read the sentence and complete. Now i am taking pause to actually stop the whatsapp notification pops up in screen. …sorry mate actually I don’t know how to mute and the time i invest there is more so I left it unattended. I will not distracted with it now even the pops up came to screen.
Now the things are all lifted up. This is all the energy and vibes from the word mother and father. The creator. My mentor is also equally important to me. Dear me/reader/you yourself. why I am so attached with the mentor is he is actually my senior and i don’t know the actual field of his but he is the guy always with laptop infront of him. I couldn’t remember him in my memory without his laptop. Ok this is his brief introduction.
Now I tell more about him. These is all about the positive world and the positivity. Humanity and spreading happiness. The mindset play vital role. I am not far from positive and negative, Actually Positivity and Negativity is within myself. The moment I feel positive I am positive.
I realized some factors missing in my life during this I listen my heart, I go through past. I am searching the same what I want. I message my mentor, he replied immediately and our conversation in short period of time despite the long interval of time I found the frequency I want. He is the one turning point of mine. He is the one digital existence of mine.
Why I am telling this it is because I have fear within myself lots of distraction, temptation. I am procrastinator, I am failure and all the things that fits me. But all of this things can be eradicated by simply being learner. During learning journey it happens. This is my part of life not a life itself. So I myself become his student and start being mentored by him. Thank you so much my mentor.
And again why I am telling this it is because I have fear within myself. The fear of death. I personally have no knowledge about the death but it is truth of life. One day everything fades. So why there is relation between fear of death and me, and it is related to mentor is that. Actually I am not fearing with death. I can go with the death the only thing is that before going I am greedy to tell or inform my love ones just take care. Because last word are precious. Ok fine these seems too dark. I stop here.. I am ok. Little knowledge is dangerous so I have not that much sufficient knowledge of it so I prefer rather not going further.
The thing is now if death comes first also I am happy because my word can be expressed. My word is now written and published very well. If not me then my mentor can find mine word and if we both then my domain or something ( let the unknown factor) finds me if not also keywords can find me. This is the courage and belief within myself and it is possible by providing me this platform by my mentor. Thank you. 15:34
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