This is why the draft option people invented or made. I am in urgency and less time. it is thirteen forty one and Its time to go duty. before going I am talking to home and which home before that I need to connect vpn and before that i know I am not brushing my teeth and I am in same uniform from last duty. so what i do next nothing. the time is thirteen forty three I want to make blog of this brushing not the teetha] and the uniformbut i feel less important than to talk and call home then I am choosing whom I have to call then I am calling to my dad I open then there I see my daughter the second time and I am blogging this the time is fortyfive min and I am not stoping myself to express then i think to save it in draft but I dont think i am using draft option and make blog later or now I am doing right the moment.
The first time I see my daughter is when I call to my wife she show me. I am fear from this and I am running away from It but I cannot run further. Why am I running It is because my younger daughter look same to my bigger one and today while i am going to call my dad i see her nicely she is exactly the same. then what is odd. The odd is again I am not there right now. But for big daughter I am there with her.Now I cannot and the fear is I need to hold her in my hand but I am unable. I am unable because I am not acting. I am not doing anything that make me to hold her and or in coming days.
Ok then now don’t go to dark. taking deep breath. I smile one day I go ok but again when I go with her, she grew already big then. O what to do, nothing to do. Now my duty time. I am not arranging my bed the good thing is there is no much things so I can arrange shortly and the other is I have to leave from here to go in real duty and act accordingly also my duty or day go not well if i left the same. So i call to home which home. Lets call dad and if no rec then ok. Lets leave it well. and act accordinlgy. I am with me and myself just focusing on it. go for duty then come sleep and wakeup and act. and again if tomorrow is not my day and I didn;t see the light. then
ok lets hope and see. Thankyou for staying with me I am hurry thats why copy paste is important. I can copy frommy previous blog and paste it here butI am not doing so and it is me what is me real. thankyou stay positive, spread happiness and server humanity. Thank you. time thirteen fifty six.
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