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hello there welcome to meaningless topic . Catually I am meaning less so thats why I am givine title of meaningless.I am not misleading this world . I am learning the journey wher i can be with myself and i learn from myself. I am the one …. actually what i type is not actually here. I type but it doesn’t record my phone screen is in other mode. This is possible and this is the good thing of the life. thank you. Actually I am thanking my mentor for my digital existence and my parents for my existence. this thing but in other sense now what I am going to add is to thankful for the parents creating my life my wife too. she is always with me within myself.

I am feeling tired sometimes i sleep for moment. I eat the lunch and now i am sleeping. Sleeping after eating is not good. I am sleeping knowing it. Where is my practical implementation. Lets go for searching it. Just kidding. Neither I can find b y seaching it not I have to find. The moment I want to implement I just get up then what afterwards.I am enjoying typing and I can type more time sitting. I am comfortable typing by laying so do I .I am near the pile of the things in my bed. Here comes the discipline. Discipline is a set of habit. I am practising discipline.not following. I feel bad to listen from myself but the truth is truth. I am not acting well and performing. I am not ready to get up and arrange the necessity. The moment I feel I will do and that moment lets see when come. This is me oh this is the reason I am not taking my responsibilty of myself. how can I quit the thing I am enjoying the most and do the other thing. then It is correct in either way. I am practising the negligence. what can I do for this negligence I can do nothing because I am not accepting this negligence as a negligence.

Time fourteen twenty lets talk to my father. I want to call him. I am not calling him since yesterday or I don’t know when I called him last time. neither my wife. I am totally lost in my blog. My thought is to call and I am typing typing and typing.

My father is God for me. My mother is also God for me. In comparision I go to Mom whatever it cost me. Mom I don’t have replacement of yours. My mom is mine existense. For me right now my father and mother is comparable and I always choose my mom. why these, these is my thought. thinking deep mom is not only my mom. Mother is nature. Mother is your mother and your friend mother. All mothers are same. They are the creator with pain. Today I can say mother, when I am in the most pain and get relief . Mother is eternal.

I am expressing about my father. My father is hero for me. yeah it is true. Every father is hero but what is the unique that makes me feel is that I am twenty seven by age. i can understand that If I was ten and I told my father is hero then there may be the point. the interesting is that may be i am not saying this to my father at this age but why i am saying this at the age of twenty seven because he deserves. He is hero. He is hero for me. I am nothing but the result of his every sorrows. I am all about the sweat and the blood of his. Today i don’t see anything with him expect me and only me. fourteen thirty five time passed and passes away I am stoped with speech less…. the time is fourteen fity eight and this is the powe i want to feel, the energy and positivity that comes from my father. During this interval I am able to sleep one good sleep I wake up drink water and went to washroom and from corridor I look outside and thought so nicely in a positive way. Now I don’t have that much of clashes in my mind and thought. Now go to next topic. This much for this. Thankyou so much for being with me. understanding with me. thankyou

Hello there ! Welcome to my blog spechless. The time is fifteen zero two it is the immediate time after publishing my previous blog of meaningless. I forget to right time there so I am correcting from here.

Now I am somehow within myself more positive than previous. More control in my pace. My position currently now is sitting position. I am more active than previous. Now I don’t have rush and hurry. I can skip the meaningless of the thing that is not important to me. I can simply distract the distraction from my mind. Now I can use back space in my keyboard and type the correct sentence to ensure the correct meaning. I am using table to put my keyboard now its more easy than previous I can type effectively. I zoomed my mobile screen to adjust so that i can see easily. I am giving rest to my backbone to the bed support with pillow and adjusting my head to the bed pole. Now I am so comfortable to share and express. I wear off my jacket. I feel warm from my inner heart. I want and eager to express more efficiently and effectively. Now where I stuck I can read the sentence and complete. Now i am taking pause to actually stop the whatsapp notification pops up in screen. …sorry mate actually I don’t know how to mute and the time i invest there is more so I left it unattended. I will not distracted with it now even the pops up came to screen.

Now the things are all lifted up. This is all the energy and vibes from the word mother and father. The creator. My mentor is also equally important to me. Dear me/reader/you yourself. why I am so attached with the mentor is he is actually my senior and i don’t know the actual field of his but he is the guy always with laptop infront of him. I couldn’t remember him in my memory without his laptop. Ok this is his brief introduction.

Now I tell more about him. These is all about the positive world and the positivity. Humanity and spreading happiness. The mindset play vital role. I am not far from positive and negative, Actually Positivity and Negativity is within myself. The moment I feel positive I am positive.

I realized some factors missing in my life during this I listen my heart, I go through past. I am searching the same what I want. I message my mentor, he replied immediately and our conversation in short period of time despite the long interval of time I found the frequency I want. He is the one turning point of mine. He is the one digital existence of mine.

Why I am telling this it is because I have fear within myself lots of distraction, temptation. I am procrastinator, I am failure and all the things that fits me. But all of this things can be eradicated by simply being learner. During learning journey it happens. This is my part of life not a life itself. So I myself become his student and start being mentored by him. Thank you so much my mentor.

And again why I am telling this it is because I have fear within myself. The fear of death. I personally have no knowledge about the death but it is truth of life. One day everything fades. So why there is relation between fear of death and me, and it is related to mentor is that. Actually I am not fearing with death. I can go with the death the only thing is that before going I am greedy to tell or inform my love ones just take care. Because last word are precious. Ok fine these seems too dark. I stop here.. I am ok. Little knowledge is dangerous so I have not that much sufficient knowledge of it so I prefer rather not going further.

The thing is now if death comes first also I am happy because my word can be expressed. My word is now written and published very well. If not me then my mentor can find mine word and if we both then my domain or something ( let the unknown factor) finds me if not also keywords can find me. This is the courage and belief within myself and it is possible by providing me this platform by my mentor. Thank you. 15:34

Hello there! Hope you find well yourself. I would like to welcome to my blog. My blog is totally learnig journey, In this journey I am finding and realizing myself well. I am being more stable blog my blog. My thought process is increasing and being clear. This moment this time with full sense and with complete presence of my mind I am choosing this topic and the title name “Wife”. Before expressing and writing something on it I am thankful to see this beautiful day. I am thankful for my parents, mentor, teacher and everybody and everythings.

Wife is wife. Yeah serious wife is wife and I am again saying that wife is wife. And also wife is not only wife. yeah seriously wife is not only wife and I am again saying that wife is not only wife.

This is why because wife is so powerful and meaningful. I am not reducing its value by explaining. Wife is more feelings, worthy experience and life itself.

I am not the right person for writing any word about wife. The first topic I am going to write with my presence of mind is so much huge that I am feeling right now that I am lifting this universe in my brain. Yeah it should be felt like this because wife is universe itself.

Today I am not going so much deep in this topic. I need more courage and skill for it and the moment I realize that why I need courage and skill why I have to get skill for sharing my feelings and expressing my thought. And also at this time where my viewer is only me myself. Just express what is wife and tell more about this topic. This is the line I want to tell myself from mine. All of the previous topic I am simply expressing but why not now. My inner heart says for myself. And this is wife.

Actually I have habit to search the difficult word in dictionary at the very early moment, in my student life then yeah also ask to teacher and later moment I can search in web then nowadays we can google it. But wife is not just a word to search either of this things. The only thing I can listen and get the true meaning is my own heart. From my heart wife is my own heart. Now the question I would like to ask myself is this because of my married condition. My answer is no. The belief of wife is constant since my childhood to till now. I am still somehow getting relief.

Now, Wife actually is mother for me because my father’s wife is mother and wife actually is mother for my child because my wife is mother of my child.

In my previous blog I dare to compare father and mother and my result is always mother no matter how many times i ask myself. Why I am remembering this is because this is the life I am always escaping and wandering from here and there. Now from where mother and wife comparison start. This is my life and heaviness. This is the thing I am failure to make understand them. This is where I fails and now I am taking my responsibility. I am the one supporting myself and both of us together ( my mind and my body) supports my wife and my mother.

Look for me mother and wife are my lives. This question already arises in my mind before my marriage and at that time my answer is mother because I am not marrying any one to that time and now if the question is now. then my answer is nobody is going to ask this question because this is the life situation of mine and the answer is what I am currently doing. I neither listen my mother nor my wife. But it is not true well. Analysing myself well I listen to mother at a time and also wife at a another time but also the thing is when I listen to mother I am hearing all about the wife and when i listen to wife I am hearing all about the mother. This is life what life is. The one only responsible for myself should be me. I am the one responsible for my wife and my mother no matter how hard it is. I am happy to realize it on time. Now when I am going to implement it practically this is the same problem. Lets have it and procrastinate some of the things.

This is me and my life. This blog also doesn’t meet the title and the content but what meets is I am feeling lighter less. And again Do I am feeling good by talking about my wife and mother in publicly then again mind gets heavier. Then what is the key point of this expression. What is the lesson I am giving to the world and how my blog benefits the viewer and reader. Then null. Life stuck there from where it start.

Now where am I is this blog is about wife and as earyly mention wife is wife.. and wife is not only wife… This is the reason why this topic is so much huge or in other words I am the one making it huge. Now be positive and think positive. Spread happiness and humanity.

Then here it is.

For me wife is my life. Before marriage wife is my dream and after marriage wife is my dream comes true. then again wife is my life till my existence. My wife is within myself at every moment in my life. My wife is in my thought, breathe. My wife is my happiness. My wife is my strength.

These words are so delicious but I am not the one who make her realize it. I always fail to make her felt like the same way I am feeling now. This is the thing I am realizing now in this my learning journey.

Now what next. nothing speech less and pause moment. I am missing my wife.

The next thing, The time is sixteen forty two. this is the present moment of my blogging. Blogging is helping me to express my feelings and helps me feel lighter and lighter. I am spreading happiness through my blog and the first person to be happy before spreading other is me myself. So the topic wife, bye bye see you next time. Thank you for staying with this learning journey. Please be happy and stay positive. Laugh when you can.

Hello there! The time is eighteen forty three. I am in my own room. Till now I slept well. Now one level of satisfaction I received, Today what I learned during this journey is that I don’t know. Yeah what I am going to right don’t know and from where I start I don’t know. But I don’t know is not the thing I want to learn for myself. I have to know and how I have to know think think.

The key point is that I haven’t gone to duty today because I am enjoying more here in blogging also if my coordinator as me to go then may or may not be I go but why this dilemma because I am the one in dilemma. But I am dealing with this dilemma by let the things happen in their own way. I only can learn the things. I am the one learning the things but not implementing and the choice and consequence theory applies to me. The good thing is that everything have positive aspects. I don’t see the positive thing till I don’t feel the positiveness Still I am thinking the things and worrying which other are not worried. I close this in brief because my mother voice message pop in mobile and I cannot deny it. So what I want to say is that I met my coordinator and he appreciate me well about the continuous duty I am going may be around 17 to 18 days. As per him he asked not to go in my room to call. I would like to appreciate and thanks him alot. Thank you so much for the appreciation of mine and considering me. Ok I continue again after listening mother message. Thank you at last the title I want to give this blog is continuous duty or long time break or it is ok without the title. Any way time is eighteen fifty seven. Thankyou for everybody for staying with me. Stay positive, Laugh when I can. And many more.

Eighteen fifty nine. Full of tears and It is ok to be sometime. The news is I am blessed with daughter again and become father of second child. This is the another fear I fear the most. Now everything is ok and normal my mother voice me. Thank you God.

The time is nineteen zero two. Sometime guilt is Ok like I am feeling right now. But what to do. Sometimes the coincedence are eternal. There is energy that hold our existence and this universe. I would never let it know if I go to duty today. Look today is my salary date. I do not see my salary. I mean I am blessed with everything now. Now I cannot bear more guilt and in this current situation the first thing I must to talk is with my wife. But I am not calling her right now because the feeling I am feeling right now is eternal I enjoy more and the happiness I felt is more enough. Let I can express more. The things are same with unarranged bed I just lay up and typing. The happiness is I cannot express. I want to go home and hug her directly but i cannot this is the thing I am lacking and I don’t like. I love her but cannot express her or I am not with her right now. What a life. Let don’t make it complicated just leave all the things and call her. Right now she needs my attention. Ok fine. I am going to call her but what I say to her. No matter what just call her. Then what is problem with me, the problem is my ego or what. Right now I feel two option. Now lets listen the heart. And act it.

The time is nineteen thirty five. I failed and I am happy to fail this time. My thought was so much and I event can’t say what i am going to do but I act for this minute. I call to my manager literally he canceled the call. Thank you if he pick the phone i would react in other way. I am leaving this stuff all the back and I had grabbed my passport. I am sharing the right expression of right now. I literally ready for everything but I’m failure I cannot go with my heart. I want to reach with infront of her in next twelve hours but I couldn’t react and accept it. My heart already travels there and meet her and I am failure. The meeting is good but after some time what to say and what to do. I am not supposed to be there. All the surprise are good till for a moment. I am failure and I fails here. But I should be happy. When my visualization reaches to my wife. The truth can be whatsoever she will surely cry so much and it was the moment but this cannot support family I give them happy for moment but after that the same pain that i give before coming here. So the simple thing is just call her. But I am not calling her either not my family. This is my huge failure. I am happy with my failure. Today is day I am getting myself. My new journey and again another journey start. The father of two kids. Now what is the positiveness learned from it. It is now I have finally disarranged my things now I arrange the thing I think so much now its time to act. I will finally call my family. But the still is I am not happy with myself. The only person who trouble myself is me myself. I don’;t have to think this must just act accordingly. It is so much difficult to express the things now simple as previous. Ask question within myself.

What makes me heavier. The thing that makes me heavier is I supposed to be physically their with them rather to be call in online. Ok then other what is my other thing. No thing so any confusion -no . Now can I call still no. Why this is me what is me. Still the same. But how about the positivity that I start by this journey. This new chapter of my life. Now i am spreading happiness and humanity then why I cannot. I cannot because now I am enjoying the moment within myself I am enjoying the blogging the moment I call I am diverted so much. One incident move to another and another again same when I call to them I want to reach there at any how then again i start packing and again my whole night would be the same and this is not what I want.

Look what a simple thing I am messing and making big issue. Ok what can I do next nothing just call and support her she wants me. Ok then I am ready to call then after I want to go there who stop me because I have to stay here for them and their future. No body wants me there why because right now I am supposing this. This is the negativity I am with my myself ok then Now I understand. Lets make it simple. Think simply and be positive. It is the matter of sec to call them and talk but also I am not doing because I am explaining my reason I am busy with myself. The moment I stop typing i call them but right now my finger are not stoping typing. This is now another reason Lets deep again what are the possible reason. Now I am enjoying more and more. I am laughing myself also my finger is not stoping and I literally forget the title of this topic also. This may be the happiness of being father again.I am the one saying laugh when I can then now I am not calling them. What is the reason.

The reason is look what I suppose is sometimes i feel regreat to why don’t I have started it before. Why not typing yesterday, why not taking leave and enjoy this moment and If i continue this way the whole things I reach nowhere I lost. What I believe is that accept the happening. This is the reason I am so much confidence and sometimes it backfires me. What I am going to say is that do the good things and good deeds every possible time. Good deeds, Good karma returns good. The happiness I am feeling right now, the well being of my wife and kid I would like to thankyou for all of you and all of the prayings and blessings. The good deeds I have done. The good things I do to people. Thank you. I am not calling my wife because I not ready for this actually her date is later and I am fearing all these days. This may be the reason I am lacking and not calling her. And what if she really needs me and want to hear me. Oh my god this is now new emersion of thought. The thing is I have to act and I have to call her. She is in hospital dude. Ok then I finds the news well. What I am wrong to get the information I am getting and she is not ok. Then the reasons are thousands and the solution is simple one just call her and ask her. Again it starts from me and ended to me. What is the reason of my continuously pressing the words in keyboard. It is me. Now once I get light I call her. And when i call her I stop typing then I dont know I type again or not because I know myself well. Lets take a long and deep breathe. Uffffffffff haaaaaaaaaa one time more uffffffffffff haaaaaaa again I am not relief because my mind know she is ok then I don’t need anything more than her safeness. Is this love yes it is. Love is same like this. I am not angry and actually sometime I type in sorrows and literally I feel pain in my finger but the news I heard of her safe being then relief comes now my finger are not paining . It is continuously, Neither I have to go for duty its already off for me and my coordinator is also happy for this. Now I already eat my lunch and have it . The only thing is to go for party and for him I could give party there is literally noone. Feeling positively yeah there are someone who needs the best. Oh my god how can I forget this. Yeah I find and I do it. Yes now i am some how relief but also I am not sure about it because I have the habit of what I do I don’t say and the moment I say I would feel lazy to do it. My thought is big but my step can perform it. Lets see what I do. When I completely in blogging I share I don’t remain without expressing it. Now I feel some lacking in my typing and I am literally thinking but the moment I start to think call them then my finger speed up. What is this. Lets stop it here and see. This is life. Life is beautiful crazy. The uncertainty of life makes it more wonderful. Ok laugh when I can . Stay positive and spread happiness. My happiness is my child it is not only because today I become father it is because the truth is happiness is child. May be next topic this can be possible but I am the only not liking to plan the things and If I am not stoping here then it is late. The moment can go further. Lets she till now they have finished calling and informing the important one. Now again clashes arises. Huh who is the important one. Oh my god I am the father and I am not recieving call either so It means I am waiting call from my wife. I am wrong to make this perception The truth is in its place. She is in pain and maybe she forget I am in duty now. whatsoever I am irrogant. What is being this I want to type irrogant but it shows wrong. Previous I use back space and type another word now also I want to use this arrogant word O now it comes it was arrogant.

Yeah I am arrogant. Hey arrogant just stop typing and call her. Ok sir I will call now because I am feeling so much lighter now. I am the one responsible for everything. My mother in law is also my mother.O my god it is twenty twenty seven and my country time equals to twenty fifteen and it is already late and night. There is no one to handle my family. My mother in law frighten to see the blood. Again the blood of his own daughter, and the other person is my sister in law. She also feels the same and for her safety she don’t have to go through this. And again the relief comes there is my father now. He is handling well. And again as I am not supposed to this what if he is drinking. No matter it can be accepted. He is also very happy to see his granddaughter. When I born he is not there, when my brother born he is not there when my first daughter born he is not there now my second daughter he is there. He is also blessed. I don’t have to go through and let him to go through this. I am sorry father and all the relatives who are going through this because of him.

Now i don’t have option else to stop . My roommate came from duty and disturbing me and me also let him to disturb.. Ok lets see bye bye. Thank you he is continuously asking money for me and I am not listening him. He come so close to me and asking money. I am not literally listening me but he is telling telling me. What a coincedence. Now I don;t have cash with me how can I give. If I have cash with me I give him for my happiness and also for stoping me to typing and for disturbing me. neither I have cash with me nor and I tell him no also and he went out. Now what to do . lets call but also I wouldn’t be happy with calling because actually I want to go there and this my thought process would not end till I stop it and wake up. The time is twenty forty one . let future be future and past be past. Be in present.

I am thankful for staying with me for this longtime. Lets meet on next blog whether it comes or no. Hope for the best.

Thankyou Stay positive, Laugh when you can. Thank you.

Welcome to everyone. Thank you for everything. The time is three twenty. The good news is I am blessed with second princess. I am very much happy for it.

Now finally I am able to come back to my blog. I know myself well. Actuallyl this is my sleeping time. From past more than fifteen days I sleep at one o clock and gets up at eight o clock this is my normal routine but today is different I cannot sleep. The reason may be anything the truth is I am not sleeping and why am I not sleeping it is because simply i am not sleeping. I can sleep by simply putting the things side anc can sleep now I can not stop once I start typing. Yeah though this time I am not enjoying that much typing My typing speed gradually slowing and lacking the speed and the feelings it need. May be it is because I am full of my stomach. Ok then lets start this topic by this.

Now the thing is that today I speak with lots of my school friend and I learned life lesson from them. I speak too much may be it is the reason I don;t have any thing for typing and may not be. This is my sleeping time and I am not sleeping because how can I sleep but also sleep is necessary I am not feeling well Lets sleep in time. My bed is full of things. Previous I try to sleep but cannot and now lets try it. Good night, I come back shortly after waking up. Good night. Thank you for everyone to everything. Stay positive. Laugh when I can. Thank you. This is my learnig journey I am learnig well and practicing well ok Good night. Take care.

Hi there Welcome to my blog. The time is five thirty five Usually I am sleeping in this time but today I get up early. I get up early or I can say I am not sleeping well .Reason can be numerous and I am going to find that out. The title of this blog is My slipper story. Here comes the story word. I don’t know and don’t wanted to know about the story but during my title typing I type story may be somehow I get manipulated. The manipulated reason is I talk to my friend and there I use this word now it comes here and why my slipper because my slipper is going somewhere without my acknowledgment. Now what I am going to say I am going to express my story or my slipper.

First I go with slipper. Why slipper I get up or I can sleep well. I wake up when I go out there is no my slipper and this is not first time. My slipper goes out without my acknowledgement. The very first thing is it is already out of my room. Why it is out because If I keep inside the room I get fine and it is not only because of fine. The very first time I kept my slipper outside the room then only my slipper is outside the room the other slipper are inside of my room. Then I also bring my slipper inside the room . Now all of the slippers are inside the room. Then one day one of my roommate keeps all of ours slipper outside from that day my slipper is always outside. The day my roommate tell that if you bring your slipper inside I get fine from that day my slipper is outside and the only time I remember it is inside of my room is when it was dirty. Before three days ago my room have pest control all of the things and my belongings are outside the room and my room is completely free of stuff from that day my stuff are in my bed. It is unmanaged and with me in my bed. Coming to the slipper, yeah this is the story that my slipper is always outside and yeah when I wake up and get outside of the room i do not get my slipper and it is not first time before also I do not get. So what i do is I wait till the room mate come . I wait outside my slipper do not come then I know my slipper do not come early because yesterday also it come late so i come inside the room and sit when my room mate come I go outside my slipper is there. Then the very first time I asked him Brother you wear my slipper he say yes then I ask you don’t have slipper he say no then I say ok brother can I use your laptop then he is confuse then I understand him I ask him what you do with your laptop he say I do documentation. I ask can I use it he say he has personal files and photos. I can understand him and If I am him I also tell the same. Then I wear my slipper and go to washroom when I return from washroom My room mate is not here. This is my slipper story and how I get up I don’t know but when I get up my room mate turn on the flash light of moblie and when I come to my room keeping my slipper outside there is no flashlight and no room mate also . This is my slipper story. Then I start bloging and this is that blog now the time is five fifty seven.

This is my learning journey. I am learnig. I am continuously enjoying my journey,. Some point I am relaxing some point I am heavier and some point I am lighter overall I am feeling good because I am enjoying. The point is that I cannot come to the world and say I am this that because I cannot lead the world. Why because I am in dilemma. The day of the moment I am in my control in same time I can control the world. I can give and teach the youth. The time now is to teach by myself.

This is my learning journey. Till now what I am doing is typing typing. Practising more and more It gives me or I am enjoying more and more. I continuously type. I don’t care the grammar and the mistake. I am not typing by thinking and I am just synchronizing my hand and brain.

the first thing I do is I write in my paper and notebook. It is how I study in my school the very first time and more than ten years I do the same. The main important thing is that I did in my childhood which is the early step to learn. Now also I am doing the same but I cannot write that much and I cannot enjoy writing that much then I find typing typing. Typing is the another way I learn. Now I am use to typing both writing and typing have own merit and demerit I am not going there. I feel easy and more fast in typing where as writing in paper is more sercure. I need to change the topic and the title but I don’t like to so I am continuing in the same title.

The main important thing is expressing and recording and I am saying this because I am also doing the same. I first write in paper and I use this platform. I am saying this because this is learning journey. This journey teaches me myself alot and may it helps you too alot. This typing is also one generation. There is writing generation, and typing generation in my life and I also include the voice typing also. Look now I can use voice typing also but I am not using it because I cannot make noise every time every where. It disturb the surrounding so I prefer typing and it is not that i type through out the life from some point I use other form also but for now typing is best for me. It is truth. It is process of learning. The process of learning that i learn and I am not saying that this is the only way of learning. Now the generation is different. I have ten years of technology gap but still I am there and here also I am not with my mind. I am with my mind and my mind is with me but we are not just one we just enjoy the vibes. Now it is time to realize and act.

This learning journey I learned so much. Actually I am reflecting myself. This is my real exam and test. There is no rule to be honest in my self. This is exam hall. In exam also I cheated very well in different form now I don’t want to cheat and I am not cheating. So type type type. I consist too much of knowledge some of them are not so much important. I am the one responsible to organize them. So here comes the need of organization. So I am typing this as much as I can then while organizing the next step process and procedure.

Now it is six nineteen in my country it is already eight and the post I post in my story people and relatives are seeing and the congratulation are coming heavily. This is me how it is me. I am learning by reflecting myself. I miss many things in my this journey. The first blog i start and this blog if I compare then very vast difference but neither I have time to compare nor I do it. Because this is learning journey and I am learning.

During this day I am not following gratitude. So I am very grateful for this another beautiful day. I am very happy to be blessed with my second princess in my life. My living God my father and my mother. My digital existence creator my mentor. My world my wife and the creator of my world my father in law and mother in law all the friends future friends my relatives. All of the each and everyone. Thankyou . These line motivates me and I am always typing till now but I can copy and paste it every time I use. This is why copy and past is develop or invented by some one and then some one don’t need after copy then cut are develop. I learn this way I understand this way. But now I only become loyal to myself. Later I may use or no but now at present I am not using this all of the things. I know videography I can record the video and post it.Then the fear comes and I afraid what type of fear is this. I am expressing for now I am not able to express it. There is clashes in my head about these also. The more days I spent in blogging the more trust I am building but also I am not completely on it. It is why till now I am not saying my name and introduction. I think in different way. The different way is does this really matter whoever is me and the main point is I am learning I am starting from scratch The day I learned and get enough courage my self then I introduce my self. For now I am searching myself who am I actually and what is my destiny and how I am helpful to people how can I help the world and before helping the world how can I find myself.

Thankyou for staying with me this long time. I come shortly back. Now I am not staying far from blogging. I go to washroom and come. I feel lighter and focused. Now my mind can see clearly in one focus. I am able to know myself in some extend. This is possible because of blogging and thank you for my creator my digital existence My mentor.

Ok Thankyou so much for everyone. Laugh when I can. Spread happiness and server humanity. Thank you time six thirty five.

Welcome to my blog. The time is six forty three. I come from short interval. During this i notice bad smell coming from my body and from my mouth realizing me the importance of personal hygiene. I am not following personal hygiene well. It is the reason I am not good person to speak about the personal hygiene so I cannot go further and make blog and other content. The first thing I am doing is to follow myself the personal hygiene. Then when I follow it may be tomorrow its ok to procrastinate the choice i choose have its own consequence then when I follow now is may be later and why later. I am making reason myself. If I am following personal hygiene then I am not making this blog and if I am making this blog then its obvious I am not doing other. So it is my responsible to act and follow or control and manage my life myself. So here comes the importance of habit and implementation of it. I am sitting near the pile of things in my bed. Now my bed wher I am sitting is literally twenty or less than twenty person if I am good in math. Why because i imagine this bed into two half and from two half also I am lying at the side of the bed. My leg side have only space to put my leg forcefully and my head side also same. So I say less than twenty percent.

Coming to topic my personal hygiene is what lets see. This is my lacking of blog skill. What i know about blog is that I should be honest with myself but also i am not telling the truth meaning I am not good blogger or still I am not blogging well. From where I know this. It is already in my brain I am using and consuming through out my entire life and now is the time only I am listening my brain. And here comes it. I also know that the blogging is the advance form of journal and what jounal is the keeping record of myself. This is my knowledge. I may get wrong but if this information is already in my brain then I use this accordingly and if this is wrong also who corrects it. I am not looking till now what is there in my brain. I am busy with other stuff. This is why taking care of brain is necessary then brain also takes my care. O this is the thing. Ok I understand well tell me more about these. If I want more then wait but I can’t wait lets go to other topic because wandering is my nature. Moving next topic without finding conclusion is me myself and finding conclusion also what to do if not applied well.

Ok mate Now time is seven o clock. I also receive so much message from my relatives but i do not reply may be I wont reply or not let see but the important thing is that my father sent me video but I cannot watch it. Because I fear to watch it. I cannot control myself watching whatever so it is. I am so sorry sometime I have to torture myself to reshape because torturing from other I cannot accept then the only person who reshape me is me myself.

The good thing is that now its seven zero three and when It is eight o clock may be I get up from the bed and follow my routine. I follow some routine back from the fifteen days not succeed well but also my habit makes me habitual. I believe myself very well. Lets wait till its eight o clock.

Thank you for staying with me. Thank you for your time and effort.Be happy. Stay positive laugh when I can.Thank you.